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~Boyfriend au~

He loves cuddling up with you

He's probably a starve touch person and words of affection

He once even sniffed your hair while cuddling you, don't mind that much tho

He would also love going out shopping with you and especially when you ask him, "Does this look good on me?"/"Does this suit me?"

He loves dressing you up all pretty for him his taste and style, but if you don't want it or aren't feeling like it he'll go with whatever you want

He would also be a slow and deep kisser

After kissing, there will be a thin strand of saliva that clings between your lips and his, stretching with the distance until it finally snaps

your chest rising, your lips wet and swollen, a small trail of drool slipping down the corner of your mouth.(I feel like he loves it sloopy like that)

clingy 24/7

Pet names he would either call you my angle/princess /Suger cube/my sun/moon fuck if kinky enough then master/mommy

He would be the type to flirt with other girls just to see you all mad, frustrated, and jealous, and refuse to talk to him, idk he just wants to see you all tense

But if you ever dare pull up that move on other people, he'll be all sad, emo, overthinking that he isn't enough for you, and would keep asking questions like what makes them so special that you have to touch their arms, and all that

Or he would show off his clingy side in front of that person, like coming up from behind and hugging you at the waist and pushing their whole body onto your back, and placing their head on your shoulder, getting all so clingy by then you already know there's pushiment waiting for you back home

Or he'll just kill and take that person's soul after you leave (best solution out of all)

~yandere au slowly~

He seems like those guys that enjoy begging or simping hard and don't like it when other girls throw themself to him like some kind of rag doll

he wants changlle he wants to be fucking despried not only that you special to him in a particularly way

He would be so curious about you, he'll stalk your whole online site that your on if you don't have anything on there no worries, he'll just have to do it physically. He wouldn't mind rescheduling his time at all, you're worth every time he spend on.

But anyway, during signature time where the girl group and boy group join together while he was acting all cocky around with mira and abby/abs he then hear a fimallir soft voice, he instantly turn around just to see you

holy shit it's really you, you were standing there sliming and asking mira for a signature

like isn't suppose to be him? like- you caught him so off guard he didn't knew you like kpop maybe he's too carless and accidently miss your playlist many weird shits were going through his head , his expression may not say it all but one thing for sure he was stud like staring at you and not blinking you saw his expression and try to ignore it instent focusing on mira

While Mira try handing you back the photocard back he snatches it and puts his signature and number on the back of the card you couldn't refuse it or snatch it back, so you just accept it and smile at him while nodding at him

image like he had a small collection of your items, like after you left a cafe once you accidently left your hair tie behind and when he went over your table to you know...you know...to help you check if you left anything

it means the hair tie look worn out and kinda of covered with your hair, you probably don't want it anymore, so he took it and left

Back at his place, he personally hand-picked out all your hair and placed it in a small tiny box, and for the hair tie itself while he would sniff it for many purposes, even use it like it's his

The other members are curious to why he would go out when its supposed to be rest time for them to relex for the day but nope, he would dress up all weird with like black jacket sun sunglasses and mask a binne you know all those that look like a stalker, but never would have they though he's out there busy stalking someone i mean his nickname is romance he flirty as fuck

You were also be aware of a guy follow you non stop so you stop going out and rarely coming out. Instead, you used food delivery, all that, which makes him mad, like he now has to break into your house

In london at 1888, you're just a regular house wife with only achild which is a son, and of course a husband. A very typical family of four, the only part that is not is that your husband is abusive and self-esteem mix with a fragile ego, even a word against him could get him into a fit of rage.

You don't even know how you fall for him . Maybe its because you're considered old to find true love during that time/era that goes the same for him too plus his parents would finally shut up about marriage, so yeah both, fucking hit two birds with one stone. And plus he was stable enough to start a family, he just didn't had the materials to.

When your husband first acted off was during your pregnancy where he was annoyed that you were pregnant even tho it was his plan originally, (and he miss fucking so much) he straight up cheats on you even with one of your friend (that claim it was him that seduce her acting like a victim your not sure if she's saying the truth or not but you know for sure that you never see her as a truable friend ever again after that)and yet you still hold it in and forgive him because if you dare to even act out a bit people will consider you as a bad women and so you just suck it in and hold in your anger. Slowly, his toxicness went up as the years went by.

You also grow up in a religion family, so you're quite a religious believer yourself, which is healthily influenced by your parents but you sometimes have some questions tho...

But nonetheless, whenever you had trouble you would start praying for god guided. You still did some wrongs, tho but you never crossed the line of committing a horrible sin, just some white lies and all nothing too bad. You also always pray that your husband will burn in hell, even since that cheating incident happened

You eventually take smoking to release some stress, plus you have already seen how bad alcohol can do to a person, with your husband always being that person at every fucking monday night.

This horrible environment of course, affects both your children.

You try to not get them involved during the scene when he would 'crash out.' Afterward, during bedtime especially, you would get questioned by your son like "Why does daddy act out like that?" and other such innocent questions that always concern you while you're also trying to cover up the bruises that he caused.

The abuse reaches a limit where you can't stand his trash and you even consider a divorce, but it was a big decision and a tough decision for sure to make. I mean you hear more runaway stories than hearing the word divorce, like you never understand the word divorce might as well be considered a scandal and an outrageous thing for people to hear, like the couple probably divorced for a reason?

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During a fateful day, you were taking your son out to the park and talking to one of the new neighbor that recently move into the house next to yours. You invented the mother out whose name was ruby, you just want to get to know each other, and Ruby's a new mom trying to get some advice here and there.

But when you turn back to see what your son was doing you glare left and right and slowly realised that was gone!???

You quickly explain to Ruby about the situation and dismiss the meeting before you run off the find your son around that area.

Even worse, the cherry on top was that the sun was starting to set, and the recent news of a serial killer who kills during the night was on the loose and had never been identified. What would that killer do if they found a lost child? This can't be happening, oh goddd.

On another hand, your son was trying to find his way back to the park/playground after playing hide and seek with his friends, but he got so carried away that he went out the park.It was also starting to get dark and him also hearing the news of the killer on the loose that hunts at night. Yeah he almost broke down at the thought of that his life would just end like that.

At the critical moment he look up at the buildings and saw a guy staring out through his window. His eyes were caught by the stranger as people passed around him, all ready to get back home for safety.

He knew that if he didn't do anything, he would be in serious danger and if any opportunity show might as well take it. Even tho he was still very young, he was already brave and understanding enough that you obviously loved it and were impressed by it.

The stranger with long black hair stared back at the child, and yep that's enough sign to go up to that building and guess that the stranger live at that studio.

You eventually give up your short search when a walking pass guy says "Hey dear, aren't you scared that it's near dark now? i mean, there's a murderer on the loose no offence tho."

Your selfishness took over you and you eventually gave up and go back home and just accepted the consequences that you're a horrible person and that your husband might be right...

You begin your search at dawn with a photo of your son, despired you went back to the park and try searching that area again i mean he won't wonder that far right? You were determined to find him, even if he's dead body. Whatever it take you have to find him.

After a few hours pass, you begin acting out by screaming his name and panicking. I mean, how could you not your starting to overthink the worst.

Until you title your head to the sky to idk have some freash air and a look of hope that you saw your son pressing his face and taping the window to draw you attention, and when he realised that he caught your attention, he start smiling and waving. You immediately went up to that building to find your child.

When you found where he was took in you wanted to thank that kind person. That's when you first met him , he introuced himself so nervously you barbly understand what he's trying to say at first but you eventually get the hand of it and find out that his name is Pendleton.

Eventually you then greet him goodbye to go home, on the way back your son won't stop yapping about that guy pendleton about his inventions and they share the same interest together, which is good? cause your son ever since young loved to create things and try something new every day.

Eventually, your son wanted to see that guy again to show him his own small inventions that he created and hadn't been destroyed by the monster of a husband.

And yeah, slowly your son begins to visit Pendleton Studio and you also start to grow fond of him, I mean he is a very kind and sweet man; he just always appears nervous like super nervous, that you feel kinda ashamed to admit that he's probably the most shy person you've met in your life.

But as long as your son is happy and comfortable, it doesn't really matter to you. You also bake some cookies or pastry to offer the man for spending his time with your kid.

You also sort of realised whenever you try to strike up some conversation topic, and him being nervous and all that, you start to find it adorable.

You were also desperate to talk about your problems to someone, but you knew what would happen if you told the wrong person(your fake friends and family). Your life can technically be over at that point; you feel like being in a chokehold every time you enter the 'house'.

So yeah, you eventually did tell him about your stress , he might not be the best at comforting, but sure as hell he is hella good at listening.

You both slowly build your relationship together, and at the peak, with all the tension around there and he also wants to tell you a deep dark secret (where he witnessed a murder)

You were eventually caught 'cheating' by your husband and that day was a horrible day mix in with that he eventually took your life

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Your son luckily that night during your murder, ran out of the house fast enough not to get caught and arrived at Pendleton house, where he cried onto him and explained what had happened.

Pendleton was even more afraid when he heard what happened. He knew that you wanted justice but...he was too afraid like how he was before how selfish and helpless he was but what he could do was to take your son in under his care and trest him as his own.

You reach heaven after that, and when you found out what happened afterwards you're glad to hear what Pendleton had done, and your husband also got caught and got sentence to prision but only for 8 years which is disappointing to you, but what can you do now your not even alive to do anything much about it but other than hoping your son would grow up happy and not get tramautize even if he did you can't blame that poor baby it was a natrual reaction to that situation(the monster of a husband and father)

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After some time(you lost track of time actually) you finally reunion with your son when he first enter heaven and it was a amzing and you're glad that he die peacefully with natrual causes, but the question is if your son die from old age then wouldn't pendleton arrive to heaven already far before your son how come you never saw him tho??? maybe he was in another form that look completely different from what he look like in human and maybe he changed his name too???hmmmm, maybe you just haven't met him in heaven yet yeah maybe it's just as simple as that

So you continue your life in heaven with your son, and also trying to find Pendleton as your now small mission(you're innocent, you don't know he went to hell, okay)

~~

Then again after some time passed, you were enjoying eating some dessert alongside your son when you were suddenly greeted by your friend, Emily

She was happier than usual and couldn't help but want to ask her what made her so happy that day, but you were cut off when she introduced a new angle that she claimed that he had been redeemed from hell and pushed the snake person in front of you, and introduced Sir Pentious to you

The name sounds similar but you can't really place a hand on it, and you then introduce yourself to him "Welcome to heaven, nice to meet you sir Pentious, my name is (y/n)"you say, shaking his hand to be polite

The moment you say your name, you saw his pupil become large. It was adorable seeing it; it almost caused you to let out a few chuckles.

"Your name is (y/n)...?" he asked and you nodded your head back in response while smiling as your son moved near you to join in the conversation as well.(You didn't change your name, you're still using the same human name)

"And my name is (your son name)"your son introduces himself to Sir Pentious. The guy then stood there frozen as if trying to process something and put somthing up toghter.

And when he does (and almost got taken away by Emily and her friends to explore heaven even more) he burst into tears and hug both you and your son before saying, "I finally found you guys."