#he gets better eventually

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Queue jealousy. Only Ramón is supposed to know about that room!

That night for the first time in ages Ramón wordlessly steps into his dad's room and climbs up onto the bed with them. He hands Fit a book. Fit reads the message over and gives him a look. But then Pac is saying it's ok! If Ramon is scared he can sleep with Fit too, of course!

Fit has a job to do and a kid to take care of, Pac is a distraction to the mission and to quality father son time.

Ramón wedges himself between the two, his back to Pac.

OC-tober Day 6: Past

I will be thinking abt him all night :(((

“I’ll never forgive you...”

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So... Teru. He’s a hot mess. Emphasis on a mess. And explaining it will spoil Conquest-Fates and Book III of Heroes so uh, brace yourselves.

He’s a summoner who originated from the pokemon world. He’s also a missingo. He didn’t start that way, and for what little is known of it, he was kidnapped, experimented on, and would’ve died to his experimentation and tests had Anna not summoned him to Zenith as his world’s summoner. Anything past that, he is unable to cope long enough to recall, as it still traumatizes him.

As a missingno, he can transform into anything and defies logic or reason, but he was hybridized in such a way he doesn’t infect other pokemon, and even understands them. (He’s still an electronics menace tho.) The drawback is he usually isn’t able to control when he transforms, or into what and how far, with there being vague (but not guaranteed) consistency of what set him off, what his surroundings were, what his strongest thoughts were, etc.

In his Zenith, he eventually meets Ryoma, who had a previous relationship with an Alfonse of another Zenith, and who Teru reminded him of and was inclined to trust, all in spite of Corrin choosing to take on the Conquest route of his world and all the horrible, horrible effects such a decision had. In spite of Teru’s efforts, he couldn’t change fate, up to and including witnessing Ryoma’s death. 

Among a whole slew of other things that went downhill, he and his pokemon were the sole survivor of his world because he hid all his pokemon (except one he couldn’t in time, which later became his cursola) in his convoy beforehand, and the rite couldn’t kill him despite making an incredibly painful attempt to try. He lost his mind, slaughtered everything in his wake in a fit of despair, and would’ve remained in his dead Zenith to wither away had Erin not accidentally summoned him to her own Zenith.

Despite making a slow but steady turnaround in trying to heal from the metric crapton of trauma he endured, Book 4 happened, and Triandra kidnapped him and Sparrow and tortured them with their worst fears.

In Teru’s case, he relived those same memories that led to his complete mental break the first time.

AHAHA, I haven't read X/1999 so this was actually the only impression I ever had on Kamui! He was this suave quiet strong guy haha

OOH WOULD YOU LIKE A COMPARISON?

I LOVE COMPARISONS.

Here is Kamui in the first chapter of X/1999:

The first time we see him he’s using his powers to kill a bunch of dudes in the middle of a city street. Then he’s so mean to Kotori (WHO IS ONLY EVER KIND AND PURE) that she literally collapses and is rushed to the nurses office. And then, later that evening, he tries to kick an unconscious guy off the top of a high rise building to his death. The only reason he doesn’t is because Arashi stops him.

So there you have it! Whenever I mention “Kamui at the start of X/1999″ I mean this guy:

Ipo: “Guys...Go on without me....I can’t go on.”

Bazz: “What’s wrong, are you hurt?”

Ipo: “Nah...I’m just really tired...I’m just gonna...” *lays down and snores*