#he bashful

“Oh! The lights, well, I guess there’s some kind of instinct that just naturally draws my eye. Maybe it’s the promise of warmth. But also my eyes are very sensitive. It’s- well, it’s hard to see just by looking, but I have a million different panels, like a dragonfly. So the effect for me is... hypnotic, because the concentrated light enters from so many different angles. And it feels like the rest of the world all just slips away. I suppose by nature, my attention span isn’t the longest. And when I’m awake I am... so fucking stressed. When the opportunity comes to play or to drop, I take it. Farrow’s lights specifically are nice because there’s a little bit of him in them. A little bit of his personality, and that... that’s hypnotic in itself.

He’s not the first I’ve been submissive with by a long shot. Plenty of my Folk lean to the more dominant side of things and playing with them is fun but, well, I like playing with humans. They’re cute and small and only live for a second, but fuck, putting one in control of me is... amazing. And sure, there have been others like Farrow before. I’ve been around for a while now, but he’s- he’s very talented at what he does. He’s able to take the reins in a way that feels rare, at least with the other humans I’ve been with. He didn’t need any convincing or cajoling to, ah... put me in my place, so to speak.