ā - Their first experience with death
āGo big or go homeā essentially sums it up.Ā
Ultimately, Brethynās first experience with death is the experience which has defined every other turn of his life since. Had Dralras lived, Brethyn would be an entirely different person to whom he is today.
I headcanon that an initially peaceful protest regarding the Void Nights erupted into a violent riot when the Jarlās magician told everyone to just shut up and go home. His rude manner agitated the crowd, which started to press into the palace. An unfortunate misplaced gout of flame from the elven side of the crowd enraged the Nords, who turned their anger on the Dunmer. The event soon spiraled out of control and led to much of the Snow Quarter being destroyed in unbalanced retribution. It was after that event that it gained the moniker of theĀ āGrey Quarterā and the reputation for being an absolute slum full of dangerous immigrants.
Brethynās father was found critically injured after the event, while his aunt and uncle were already dead. Rather than admitting him for treatment, the Temple of Talos turned Dralras away and sent him to rot to death in the Hall of the Dead. It was there that the 14 year old Brethyn found him dying of infection. Dralras passed after three days of pain, leaving Brethyn orphaned and under the care of his older cousin Ulvisa. This forced Brethyn to abandon his apprenticeship with Granny Folsi ( onceawitch ) and take on full-time work, and eventually led him to be captured by the Cronvangr coven en route to Riften.
This sparked Brethynās intense hatred of Nords and eventually led to him being the perfect target for Egil (the master vampire of Cronvangr coven) to mold into the compliant bait he needed. To this day, Brethyn holds little but rage for the Temple of Talos and all of its priests. They are the one order Brethyn will refuse to aid in any way, as he holds the cultās beliefs just as culpable for his fatherās death as the actual persons who refused him treatment.Ā
Priests of Arkary, inversely, elicit nothing but deep respect and sadness from him. It was the kindness of the Priest of Arkay in Windhelm that allowed Dralras to be medicated for his pain while he waited for death. He was the one who provided clean water to wash Dralrasā brow, even though he lacked the training needed to heal him. The old Breton even located a Dunmeri priest to inter Dralras by the proper customs of his people, an act that Brethyn remains grateful for.Ā
Given that Dralras was Brethynās only parent and best friend, he would experience separation anxiety just from Dralras leaving for work in the morning. His sudden death was truly a BSOD moment for his son and Brethyn still hasnāt shaken the loneliness of losing him. He nurtures the pain by allowing his mind to fixate on memories of the event, growing his wounds like vines to wrap around his heart. Through his efforts to memorialize Dralras, Brethyn does little but worsen his mental condition and prevent himself from coping effectively.Ā
The hypocrisy of this situation in relation to the advice aboutĀ āaccepting the cycle of life and death and moving onā he gives to his patients isnāt lost on him.Ā







