I need hazel rutter to be a real statement giver. I need elias to have just attached her statement's cover page onto his own ritual monologue. I need her to be alive in the apocalypse. I need jon to spend hours checking in on her via the eye, feeling a sort of kinship, feeling like her name and her sufferings were used flippantly, as another pawn in welcoming the horrors the world has succumbed to.














