So, iâve been thinking about this A L O T and i decided to write it out, thank you and enjoy uwu. I actually planned to make this NSFW buttttt ended up not doing so and it just became a slightly angsty mayhem. if you do want to see a nsfw version let me know though, feedback is always appreciated <3
Pairing: Hawks X Reader.Â
Description: hawks visits you late at night after a fight with some villains but thinks youâre sleeping so he ends up smoking a cigarette on your balcony out of pure stress.
warnings! :mentions of violence, swearing.
tags: hawks smoking is hot change my mind, angst :D , insecure bb hawks :((, fluff -ish??
1:43 AM.
You canât sleep.
The thought of him consumed you and had you pondering on why he hasnât visited you yet that night.Â
Heâs done it every night now, for more than a week.Â
You think about the first time it happened. You were sitting by your balcony looking at the stars when suddenly a red feather slowly fell down in front of your face. You look up and see the number two hero flapping his wings in front of you.Â
âi think this belongs to you.â he said, small smile on his face as he hands you your ID card that slipped out of your purse. Of course you were still in shock that a well known hero has just appeared in front of you but with wide eyes and a bright red face you took it from him and thanked the man.
The next day it happened again, he came back but this time the only reason was to tell you,
âi know this is weird, but youâre gorgeous.âÂ
After that, countless hours of the following nights were spent talking about things like your favorite food and deep conversations on why you simply existed.Â
You could say that youâve grown close to him, that every time you see him or even think of him you feel warmth coursing through your whole body.Â
You really like him.Â
But now, you think you said something wrong to him and drove him away. It had become such a normal thing to have this bird-man visit you every night that now that it didnât happen, you felt void in your heart.
2:13 AM.Â
Your eyes felt too heavy and so, you decided to close them, at least just for a bit, but soon enough they were back open again at the sound of rustling coming from outside your balcony.Â
You sit up and look at the balcony, your heart fluttering at the sight of a familliar pair of red wings.
âHe cameâ you thought to yourself.Â
You get out of your bed and walk towards the door of the balcony.Â
god you were so nervous and excited that you could hear your own heartbeat.
You open the door and you were greeted by the sight of him standing up against the rails of your balcony and taking a drag out of a cigarette.
âHawks?â you ask softly and instantly you find two sharp, golden eyes glancing at you as he looks back at the source of the voice who just said his name.Â
a faint smile was playing on his lips, but even though it was dark you could still tell that he had a cut on his lip.Â
âHey,â he simply says in a low voice. âSorry iâm late.â
you walk towards him and furrow your eyebrows.Â
His cheek was bruised and his lip was bleeding.
You cup his face with both your hands to get a closer look.Â
âWhat happened?â You ask, looking him directly in the eyes this time.Â
A small chuckle emerges from him and gently grabs your wrists.Â
âHey donât worry kid, I just got into a fight with some villains thatâs all.â He tries to reassure you. âIâm perfectly fine okay?â
you didnât nod, you kept the same concerned look on your face.Â
He looks away and continues his cigarette, looking up at the stars. His smile was gone and a small frown appeared on his face as he blew smoke out from his parted lips.
âHawks, you only smoke when somethings bugging you.â you pointed out and touched his shoulder. âYou can tell me anything okay?â
âOh so you think you know me now?â He snapped at you with a scoff. His wings slightly grew bigger as he turned full body towards you. âYou donât know shit about me kid.â He growls at you and you could clearly see him clenching his jaw.Â
Your eyes grew wide. This was the first time youâve ever seen him angry. You were scared, not of him but of what has caused him to act up like this.Â
You decide to take a step back from him, your eyes still wide and your body clearly shivering.
You could see his chest rising and falling as he took heavy breaths, his wings slowly dropping down to his back again.Â
âI-Iâm sorry.â he says and looks away from you. âI didnât mean to get angry at you, I just..â He sighs and pinches the bridge of his nose.Â
âI could have been better todayâ He breathes out. âAll the other heroes were so fucking amazing Y/N. They handed those guys asses to them and left without a single scratch on their body and i couldnât take a single hit without getting bruised.â He says with a dry chuckle at the end.Â
You knew Hawks wasnât made to be a hero that could handle physical combat well but you knew that he was the fastest and smartest hero out there and in your eyes, he was perfect.Â
You tilt your head to the side. âSo what if you didnât come out untouched? Your scars, your bruises, they arenât a form of weakness Hawks, theyâre battle scars. Seeing you still standing in front of me shows me that youâre strong and fuck, youâre the strongest hero i know.âÂ
You take a step closer to the other who was looking at you, wide eyed at your words. Your arms wrap around his neck and your head rests on his chest, hugging him tightly.Â
After a few seconds you feel him wrap his arms around you again, followed by his wings going around both of you and he rests his head on top of yours and hugs you tighter to his chest.Â
You take in his scent, a faint smell of cigarettes along with the smell of old spice. It was amazingly addicting and intoxicating.Â
after a moment you look up at him and smile brightly at him.Â
In a split second two soft lips met yours and you closed your eyes as you relished in this moment.
Both your lips moved in sync with one another, feeling a gloved hand on each side of your warm face.
He pulls away from you, breathless and looking into your eyes.Â
âIâve been waiting to do that to you since day one kid.âÂ
âJust please shut up and kiss me again.â
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