#havealwaysbeen

I just don't forget. It is not that easy. I can move on but that wouldn't mean that I already have forgotten about you. I just don't forget. It is not that easy. You have been a part of me and that is certain. I just don't forget. Maybe it'll just probably wear off from me. Or maybe I'll get used to it, I'll get used to the pain and emotion within those memories. To forget you would seem unnatural cause my mind just don't get off good things easily. They'd like to stay actually. It's not that easy. True. But I know I can't stay on it forever. Days go by and eventually the feeling would just come and go, it would be familiar and that's when I have moved on.

You tried to sound knowledgeable about constellations, supernovas and gods among them or say stupid stuff about wishing on stars. And you did that to make up of the silence of the night, the dark, when is the only time for them to glow.

I’m having unusual headaches and dizziness these past days. I think the flowers in my head are starting to bloom. Soon they’ll be coming out of my mouth.