#hatesleepingalone

Fuck me like you hate me

And when you're fuckin' someone else

Don’t try to go ghost on me

We both agreed that we should’ve done something sooner

But now that I think on it, it would have been harder to lose her

Honestly, I hate seeing people walk way

Its hard to remember the first interactions but harder to forget these past days

We started off as coworkers,

Moved on to being friends,

Late nights on Snapchat is where it picked up the wind

We both weren’t looking for love,

But I think we got more attached in the end

I saw a side of you that wasn’t negative or angry

My hands on your thigh at drive in made it seem your were my lady

Brought it back to the dorm & we let it all loose

If I could’ve been 20 again, you might be the one I choose

Most of the time these days, I don’t want to acknowledge how I feel

Because the moments happen to fast to even seem real

Say it all w/o leaving nothing unsaid

Truth is I would take one more night in that bed

Maybe that’s something that shouldn’t have said but the thought keeps running through my head

Now you’re two hours away trying to leave all it behind

Like being w/ me again isn’t on your mind

Like that night never happened

Like that weekend was better than imagined

Who else was conversing w/ you all night till you fell asleep

Who else sent you money & tried to remind you to go eat

You’re too shy to be acting this tough

You hate that I care & I hate that you don’t care enough

At least you’re not killing yourself as much w/ your words

At least w/ me, your thoughts valued, respected & are heard

But even w/ all that, I cant stop you from being the way you want to be

Free spirit woman w/ lips as sweet as honey from a bee,

Georgia to Tennessee,

I might have to move on because thinking about you is killing me...