There are so many times where I want to say something and I stop myself because I'm reluctant
So today I found myself working really hard to stay positive even though I was anxious and in a really negative mood anyway the part that bothered me the most I knew what to say and I knew that my points were valid however every time I tried to get those points across somehow I kept talking in a way that left everybody confused and not able to understand the point that I was trying to make this is what happens and I get very reluctant to share sometimes because I've been getting nervous which leads to anxious which can lead to a variety of different things including either anger or resentment predominantly towards myself however it can also come out in different ways depending on who is around and who I speak to about the situation it's really difficult when you know exactly what you wanna say and you try to say it and even somebody who's very close to you can't understand
