#happyloner

Tomoko - the ultimate (Un-)Happy Loner || Marina Edit

I pick up on everybody's energy. Always used to feel like there was something wrong with me, wrong with me. When the world is overwhelming, I need to breathe. 'Cause I'm happy being a loner. Happy being a loner. I'm sick of it all, I wanna give it up. But I'm on the edge. And I feel like everything's too much, too much, mmm. Too much, too much, mmm. Too much, too much, mmm. Too much, too much, mmm. Too much, too much, mmm. Too much, too much, mmm.

They don't understand why I like being alone. I don't wanna be so accessible. Emotionally, I'm on the edge of a knife. That's how I learned, that's how I learned to survive. If I'm alone, then you'll never find the truth about me that I'm losing my mind. And it's too hard to pretend, so I stay away from my friends. 'Cause I'm happy being a loner. Happy being a loner. I'm sick of it all, I wanna give it up. But I'm on the edge. And I feel like everything's too much, too much, mmm. Too much, too much, mmm.

Waking up late, I feel demotivated. Everything's wrong, guess my thoughts escalated. When I'm alone, things are under control. When I'm alone, I can turn off the world. I try to escape, but I can't lose my mind. That's why I can't live a conventional life. 'Cause I'm happy being a loner. Happy being a loner. I'm sick of it all, I wanna give it up. But I'm on the edge. And I feel like everything's too much, too much, mmm. Too much, too much, mmm.