#happy 18

Happy birthday @leoamber66! Thank you for existing, thank you for everything. I’m gonna keep it short since I most probably already blew up in your DMs, but here it goes.

You are the most important person to me over here, and there is no doubt about it. You are someone I’ve known the longest, and I have shared such a beautiful journey with you.

You’re turning 18 now, which is a big step. A step I KNOW you’re ready to take. Congrats on becoming such a beautiful, mature woman. You’re literally eisuke’s woman now, not his girl anymore LOL. Cheers to that!

Now... let’s talk about how important you are to me, yeah? Let’s make this about YOU. It’s YOUR day so LET IT OFF.

You’re my rock, for you always have my back. You’re my anchor, for you always steady me. You’re my ocean, you calm me down when I don’t know what to do. You’re my lighthouse, you guide me to you when I lose my way. You’re my glue, you always stick right by me no matter what the world says. You’re my family, for you are the strongest support system I have.

You’re my moon twin, you’re my sibling, you’re someone extremely important to me. I would probably give up on everything just to see you smile.

I love you.  💜

Happy birthday.

Ethan and Grayson Dolan //

They are so precious. 

One of the greatest blessings in life is having a sibling. I love their relationship so freaking much. Their dream of getting married and living on the same land with neighboring houses is the cutest thing ever.

I think it’s super dope that they share so much of their life on the internet, just to make people like you and me laugh and feel happy. Their souls are so pure.

As much as I fantasize about dating one of them one day, reality sets in often. I realize that there is probably less than one in a billion chance of that actually happening. There is so many characteristics about both Ethan and Grayson that I love so much. Because it’s so unlikely I will even speak to them in real life, I’d like to think of them as an example of what I’m looking for in my own guy. 

I only know one side of their lives, but when I think about them or see pictures/videos of them, my heart flutters, my cheeks feel hot, and I get the biggest grin on my face, like nothing else in the world matters. One day, my guy will make me feel like that.

I would like to share some of the greatest characteristics I have observed about Ethan and Grayson that I look for my future boyfriend/husband to also possess. I want a guy who…

is so incredibly close to his family.

cares about his body and treats it well.

genuinely doesn’t give a fuck what people think about him. As long as he’s happy and the people he loves are happy, that’s the only thing that matters.

isn’t afraid to express when things aren’t going his way or when he’s hurting. I think it’s a guy thing, but they try to pull off this persona of being tough all the time, but that’s just not realistic. Ethan and Grayson aren’t afraid to speak up when they’ve been feeling unhappy. It may be difficult, but they embrace the fact that they are human.

can hold a genuine conversation. I know Ethan and Grayson don’t show this side often, but it definitely came out when they did an ‘interview’ with Caspar Lee, and I freaking loved every second.

has effortless beauty and perfection; however, he is humble and modest with his body.

has amazing taste in music. I want him to be willing to listen to new music if I love it, and also share music he loves with me. Grayson is the reason I started listening to Kid Cudi, and I haven’t loved an artist as much as I love Cudi in so many years. I am so incredibly grateful for this.

basks in the thrill of adventure. I want him to be able to find so much beauty in the things often unseen or overlooked.

is able to make any situation fun and enjoyable, not matter how stupid he may look. He just wants to see me smile.

The list could go on and on, but these are just a few of the things I love most of Ethan and Grayson. They are so talented in many ways; but more importantly, they seem to have some of the most gentle hearts, and that is so admirable. I look at them and fantasize about them, but at the end of the day, I know one day I will find a guy (within my reach, realistically) who meets every single one of these ‘standards’ - if you will - and maybe even exceeds them.

🎉🎂🎉🎁