#hansw0rld

You look beautiful under these disco lights

You weren't necessarily a person who ever got shy in front of people. It was safe to say you were one of the most known people in school due to your loudness and bubbly image. But under all that excited yelling and always cracking jokes and socializing, Joshua Hong knew the real you. The you who was afraid of what people thought and the you who wanted to spread joy to everyone but yourself.

And it made him hate this loud you. He couldn't keep seeing your tears everytime you had an anxiety attack before a party or your cheerleading performances. The fear of embarrassing others and yourself, the fear of not giving your best, the fear of people judging the real you, the fear of people commenting on you was too strong and it was making you slowly crumble from inside, all in front of the guy who had seen you in your diapers and knew every single family member by name.

Joshua might have been your boyfriend since middle school, but only a few people knew that, others just thought of you both as best friends who definitely liked each other but somehow didn't want anything more. Another fear of yours was bringing down Joshua and his image as a student body president because he associated with you.

Joshua was exhausted these days, not because of school, he'd learned to manage that. He was exhausted because he didn't want to hide it anymore, he didn't want you to hide the real you, the real you with your doubts and the real you who was so smart and not just a dumb and loud cheerleader as people saw you. They might like you, but it was for your ditzy image, because they thought they could walk over you and you wouldn't understand. But Joshua understood, and he had enough of seeing your tears.

With prom approaching, the list of people who kept asking you out seemed to be growing, everyone from your fellow seniors to the sophomores and even a few freshman had asked you out. But you were waiting for Joshua, you might not show the world how much you love him, but you wouldn't ever go out with anyone else until you both were together. You didn't tell him you were waiting, you knew that he already knew and you also knew that he'd come over to your place and ask you out over dinner with your parents. That was enough for you.

But Joshua had other plans this year. It was senior year, more than four years of him hiding the fact that he had kissed those always smiling lips of yours more times than he could count at this point. He wanted to go small and sweet, but the idea of a huge and over the top promposal for your senior year seemed more effective and better. You'd cry, for sure, but it would all be worth it because they'd be happy tears.

Down to two days before prom, you were officially freaking out. Joshua hadn't asked you out yet and people were starting to ask who you were going with. Joshua looked nonchalantly as usual, acting normally as if he hadn't forgotten to ask you out for senior prom. You had decided to give up if he didn't ask you out by the end of the day and gulp down your little pride and ask him yourself.

Everyone could tell you were distracted today, a select few treated this as a good thing since they were in with Joshua to help with your promposal. The girls in your Cheer squad had to constantly remind you to stop getting lost in your thoughts or you'd seriously injure yourself. You kept nodding a smile but their comments were not registering in your brain due to your constant thoughts of doubt. You were teetering on the edge of calmness, you were just about ready to drop everything and cry out.

Just as your Captain called out for a break, the football team walked your way, blocking your view of the field as they started talking to your squad while you stood in the back. Unknown to you, they were helping cover the field while Joshua and his students helpers came over with the charts and the balloons, along with Joshua's guitar and a chair. Joshua was going to sing for you in front of everyone, something he was doing for the first time too when it was always something that was a secret between you two.

You smiled up at one of the players when waved at you, looking down just as they left and not noticing the obviously set up charts with Joshua sitting with his guitar in front, his warm smile looking at you with so much love the girls just about ruined the surprise by squealing loudly. You were too lost in your head to lost but as soon as the first note of Sunday Morning played, your head snapped up, Joshua sitting in direct vision.

Your mouth fell open with your hand following with a slap onto it. Joshua continued smiling, his eyes seeming to brighten as you looked at him with pure shock, tears welling up in your eyes immediately as you broke into a sob. Your squad immediately started rubbing your back as they lead you towards him, all of them handing you a rose with a small note on it that you knew you'd read as soon as you had finished smacking Joshua for his extravagant proposal.

You didn't even give him to finish his song, throwing yourself into his arms and not caring when he laughed after dropping his guitar to catch you and steady you, his hand immediately gripping the back of your head to wipe away your tears, whispering sweet words laced with honey and dripping in love. Joshua Hong, your boyfriend, the only guy who you ever loved somehow had managed to make you fall even deeper for him.

Between wiping your tears you blushed a deep red when he whispered something in your ear.

Ofcccccc!! Thank you for requesting! 💓💓

(((A/N - sorry this took five and a half years... work has been INSANE..)))

I Can’t Sleep

Pairing: Seokmin // Reader

Genre: Fluff with some angst ig

Warnings: nightmares, probably some swearing

You we’re running hand in hand with a stranger down a corridor, trying to find the exit of the haunted house, only to feel his grip loosen on your hand as you rounded yet another corner.

“Please don’t leave me!” You sobbed as you saw him turn around. His face made your jaw drop. “I won’t, just try to keep up.” You nodded and started running behind him again, until you felt a hand grab the back of your shirt, pulling you back towards him.

As you started screaming, you felt the world shift and suddenly you were wide awake, sat up straight in your bed. You felt around to make sure you were actually awake and not still in danger before you let out a deep sigh. “Shit...” These nightmares were seriously getting out of control.

- The Next Night -

As Seokmin went about his nightly routine he felt how tired he was, but he knew he wouldn’t be sleeping for quite a while, as his head was still racing from the events in the previous nights nightmare.

“Seok, it’s ok! If you have another nightmare, we’ll be here for you!” He shook his head. “It’s not that Soonyoung. There was a girl in my nightmare again..” Soonyoung nodded before responding. “The same girl from before?” Seokmin nodded.

“What if she’s important and I lose her in the nightmare?” Soonyoung shook his head. “You won’t lose her Seokie. Nightmares aren’t real. She’ll still be alive even if something happens to her in the dream. Hell, I have dreams where you die all the time! I remember once—”

Seokmin tuned Soonyoung out, and let his mind wander before he drifted off to sleep, unable to get the mystery girl off of his mind.

He jolted and suddenly he was side by side with her. Her. He looked at her and could see her face clearly. His eyes opened wider and he cleared his throat. This was the first time that he had been able to see her clearly, and he was head over heels. He knew he would do anything he could to make sure she got out safe this time.

“Grab my hand. If we start running now we’ll make it, I promise.” Seokmin held out his hand, and smiled when she grabbed it tightly. She smiled a little as she spoke. “I trust you. Now lead the way.”

They ran as fast as they could through the seemingly never ending hallway and finally they came to the same door from the night before. She grabbed the door knob, but still kept a tight grip on his hand. “Before we wake up, what’s your name?” He managed to breathe out, while trying to regain his composure.

“Y/N. Y/N Y/L/N”

As soon as she spoke, she turned the door knob and a bright light came through it, and suddenly his eyes were opening and he was awake. Seokmin wiped the sweat off of his forehead and rubbed his eyes. “Y/N.. I have to find her.”

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You woke up and smiled, but then remembered that you didn’t get his name. You huffed to yourself, and started getting your outfit ready for work. You were a photographer, and sometimes your hours went so long, you didn’t understand how you even got any sleep.

You had a new project today, and you didn’t have many details, but you were set to work with a music group. They were coming to your studio in an hour, and you hadn’t even gotten dressed yet.

You rushed through your morning routine, and made it to your studio in record time. You noticed the clock and realized you still had ten minutes before the group would arrive, so you sat back and called your friend, who was studying medicine.

“Hey girl. Can lack of sleep cause nightmares?” You heard your friend sigh. “Yes Y/N. It can. Stress, lack of sleep, bad eating habits. All of that.” You scrunched your face, and then thought about the stranger.

“Another question for you. What if you meet a random stranger more than once through your dreams?” You heard your friends chair move. “Like the same person, in multiple dreams?” “Yes.”

She paused for a few beats before responding. “Well, there is a theory that if you’re stressed enough, or lack enough sleep that you could see your soulmate in your dreams, but only if they’re equally as distressed as you are. Like I said though, it’s only a theory.”

You nodded your head, and said your goodbyes, preparing your studio with the remaining few minutes you had.

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As Seokmin followed behind the rest of the boys, he felt something oddly familiar about the small studio they were about to walk into.

“Vernon, have we been here before?” The younger boy looked over his shoulder at him before shaking his head. “I don’t think so. Ask coups hyung. He’s the one who made this appointment.”

He nodded and moved in front of vernon to tap Seungcheols shoulder. When he looked back he asked his question again. “No, she’s fairly new to the photography scene, and I love her aesthetic. Why?”

Seokmin shrugged his shoulders. “Dejavü I guess..” he fell back behind vernon with a yawn, and followed the rest of the boys inside of the building, admiring the photos that lined the walls. He was listening to the small conversations the other boys were having until a name caught his attention.

“Thank you again Y/N. I know it was kind of a last minute appointment.” He listened to your laugh, he saw your smile. It was really you. His jaw dropped and he stopped dead in his tracks.

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As you welcomed the large group of boys into your studio, you heard them laughing and talking. They were lively and full of energy, except you heard a yawn. “Man whoever’s yawning I feel that..”

One of the boys, who you presumed to be the leader, stepped forward to greet you. “My name is S.Coups, I’m the group leader. I really am sorry for the early timing. Thank you again Y/N. I know it was kind of a last minute appointment.” You laughed and waved your hand. “Nothing I can’t handle!”

You watched the boys move more inside the room and you saw one not walking forward. You turned to him and felt all of the blood sink out of your face. It’s the boy from your dreams. Well, your nightmares. He had bags under his eyes, and it looked like you cut him off mid yawn.

“H-hi.” He started. You opened your mouth to speak but found your mouth too dry. He smiled a little and continued. “Are you tired from all that running?” You smiled back and nodded. “My legs are sore as hell..”

You looked down and felt a rush of courage and looked up quickly smiling wider. “So do you not sleep a lot?” He shook his head. “Not at all.” You laughed. “Me either.”

One of the boys looked between you and smiled at your handsome stranger. “Is that her?” He nodded. “Yeah it is..” His ears turned pink rather quickly and laughed again. “I never caught your name.. from last night when I told you mine....”

gina wait i’m sobbing in my chest this is literally so cute OK i am the biggest sucker for papa seok :(( i’m crying my eyes out rn

you’d be a little confused at first,, because your kids would be humming a really familiar song at dinner one night,, perhaps it was one of the songs that seokmin sang at karaoke on your first date,, and you’d look over at seok who’d just have the biggest smile on his face,,, staring at his plate probably because he doesn’t want to give anything away,, and on the weekends,, you’d be in the living room reading a book,, and you’d hear seokmin in the kids’ playroom,, saying something like, “princess, your singing is so beautiful but you’re just a tiny bit off beat,, let’s try it one more time!” and if you tried to join them,, see what’s up,, seok would immediately cover your babies’ mouths with their hands!! very obvious,, that they were all hiding something,, 

Anonymous asked: My ideal date is at a fair or amusement park! Going on crazy fun rides, eating some cotton candy, playing overpriced games to get a cute plushie, and just generally having fun and goofing off with eachother!! And at the end go on the ferris wheel and do a cheesy kiss at the top of the ride☺️

Amusement park dates are Jun's type of date. He loves adrenaline rides, watching your reactions and trying to seem as he is not scared at all. Eating all kind of things is his favorite part, you haven't finished your cotton candy which he got for you to share when he is handling you a big chocolate apple. He'd be to excited dragging you around all of the games, trying to win the biggest plushie because it's the cutest. There's not such a thing as cliché for him because even the most common things would be completely different with him.

WHY ARE HALF OF THESE SO H A R UGH uhhhhh,,,,,I apologize to them all in advance I love them equally

Seokmin

Joshua

Jeonghan

gina i can’t believe you are doing this to me

fic title: seokmin’s hands

member: hansol

summary: you and hansol have a friends with benefits type relationship, but he’s absolutely irritated. absolutely irritated at the fact that whenever you’re stressed, whenever you’re tense, you call up seokmin to give you a massage. “his fingers are like magic,” you claim. hansol has no reason to be irritated, since it’s not like you two are dating or anything, but he can’t help but feel a hint of jealousy. 

so when a movie night goes a bit differently than expected, hansol has you under him on the couch, his lips pressed against your neck, your fingers intertwined with his, mumbling, “you think seokmin’s hands could make you feel this way?”