#hanapeall

I realised earlier that it's nearly a year since she admitted feelings for me and I have a folder where I've saved all our important conversations so I went to look in it for the date of that conversation (it's the 27th of november). But then I ended up just reading through all of the heartfelt things we've sent each other and in particular a document which she sent me back in february confessing to suicidal thoughts and that I was the only thing stopping her from cutting and how much she felt the future and the pressure to be at school was going to crush her and I burst into tears because 9 months later we're actually in a relationship and she's happy and healthy and off medication and attending college everyday and we've been through some emotional shit together this year but she's so strong. I'm the other side of the country so she can't lean on me like she used to but she's standing so strong on her own and doing so well in college and has lots of friends and I am so happy it's physically hurting, my chest is tight and I'm sobbing and I just love her so much. I don't think she realises just how amazing she is.

Despite my horrible illness and insane workload, I am very happy with my life right now.

Hey everybody, I have the best girlfriend.

I had a conversation with my girlfriend about great adverts and hey, anyone remember crying over this in 2010? Because I just cried rewatching it.