#hanacore

OTP(s)/shipname: in terms of kpop friendship dynamics - minghao+vernon (haovern???), jeonghan+jun (jeonghui? junhan??), vmin, tyunning, woosan + a few more.

favorite color: green and purple!

favorite game: i haven't played a game in ages but i used to play minecraft a lot when i was a kid. as i got older i was really into call of duty (black ops 3 u will forever be famous to me) and i also really liked the spiderman game!

song stuck in your head: currently listening to i couldn't love you more by sade!

weirdest habit/trait? i bite my nails + have done as long as i can remember. like genuinely gnaw them until there's nothing left. ive tried sooo hard to quit but for some reason i just. can't do it. it's such a subconscious thing i don't even realize i'm doing it. hopefully one day i'll get over it

hobbies: reading, writing, journalling baking, occasionally cooking, listening to music, knitting.

if you could have any job you wish, what would it be? i think i'd like to own a really successful flower shop OR bookshop but make enough that i can hire employees and then on the side i can just study as many things as i'd like. when i was younger my dream was to have multiple phds LMAO

something you're good at: this gave me an existential crisis. NOTHING!!! i'm not very good at anything - unless u count gift giving? i think i have a knack for getting things i know people will like. my siblings tend to come to me to ask what they should get for each other LMAO

something you're bad at: sigh. everything. most recently self-discipline.

something you love: my siblings, books + bookshops, my best friends. tiramisu, poetry, iced caramel lattes, a very specific brand of tea my brother buys, handwritten cards/letters. i could go on for a long time!!

something you could talk about for hours off the cuff: pick any of my favourite books and i'll go on forever. also certain psychological concepts, anything to do with people watching, and me and my friend once spent three hours talking about linguistics

something you hate: mushrooms + people who look down on others.

something you collect: books, seashells, random rocks from different countries

something you forget: i can't think of anything rn!! i tend to be quite meticulous and i make a lot of lists so i don't forget things.

what's your love language? giving - physical touch + gift giving. receiving - word of affirmation and physical touch

favorite movie/show: fav movies - little women (both 1994 + 2019), dead poets' society, tangled, pride and prejudice, 20th century girl. i recently watched we live in time which i loved! fav shows - derry girls, bridgerton (love/hate relationship), record of youth

favorite food: i love my mum’s biryani, my aunt’s pilao and my sister’s lasagna.

favorite animal: cats, elephants, penguins, polar bears

are you musical? not at ALLL lol i can play a couple pieces on the drums (but i haven’t in years so i probably can’t anymore)

what were you like as a child? this question will make me cry LMAOOO. i used to read a LOT. like two books a day. i would get banned from reading instead of electronics or anything else when i was naughty (and then i’d go to the school library during lunches just so i could read there instead). i used to talk a lot more and i used to use lots of big words really casually because i read a lot and my siblings used to make sm fun of me for that so i stopped 😭 and when i was telling a story i used to include every single detail without fail (i still kinda do that 😭). i was also a HUUUGE crybaby and i have five brothers who used to tease the hell out of me!! so obviously i just cried more!!

favorite subject at school? english, history + psychology in that order!

least favorite subject? back when i had to take drama i hated it. i also didn’t like geography. but i dropped both of those by the time i was fourteen, took econ for two years (hated it) and i’ve hated maths since i was little. i had to do further maths for gcses and it was the worst subject ever.

what's your best character trait? i think i’m quite good at being empathetic? idk i always try to assume the best of people + give the benefit of the doubt. and i also would do anything for my friends and siblings.

what's your worst character trait? so many 😭 i can’t discipline myself at all. i’ve also been told that my words come off as really harsh because of my tone even when i’m just joking around. like apparently i always just sound like a hater 😭 also i don’t think i’m the greatest daughter to my parents but that’s neither here nor there

if you could change any detail of your day right now what would it be? i wish i had studied a little more. or wrote a little more. but there’s time still!! we’ll see

if you could travel in time who would you like to meet? van gogh. my mum when she was younger. maybe my younger self (especially around 15. that girl needs a hug.) maybe jane austen or mary oliver. also — my siblings and i are kind of split into two generations. there’s a group of four, a five or six year gap? and then a group of three (which is where i am). i think i’d love to see my older siblings when they were younger, because to me they’ve always been very old and respectable and wise (even though, having gotten to the ages they were then, they were definitely not). but anyway, i think it would be nice to see them younger.

recommend one of your favorite fanfics (spread the love): AHHH where do i begin. lacuna by @eoieopda changed my life and i’ll never forget it. my feet to follow and my heart to hold by @daechwitatamic was just beautiful from start to finish. alta wrote me the most beautiful birthday fic (hanging by a moment by @haologram) and there’s also one of alta’s wips which i’m absolutely obsessed with. rania already knows i’m not normal about catnaps by @wheeboo. user @kkaetnipjeon ‘s whole entire masterlist, but stop thinking about me and the second time couple both live in a corner of my mind always. like real people do by @ylangelegy is also just a thing of beauty. i could go on forever, but anyway i’m very lucky to be alive at the same time as these people and so many others, and be able to read what they write (and for FREE??)