I've been thinking about Demon Twins AUs again and just like. imagine how isolating that would feel. as a mixed kid in a new country with little to no familiarity with American culture. and this is coming from a mixed kid btw so I'm in my feels about it
there is so much complexity to it, especially in scenarios where Danny and Damian are fraternal twins, and Danny takes after Bruce more (i.e. white-passing) while Damian takes after Talia more. and how, maybe Danny would have an easier time settling in with his peers when he gets to America by virtue of the color of his skin, but now he also feels the distance from his heritage and home culture.
cause like... we know that Damian, canonically, still retains an accent (that is not American/native to Gotham) even after half a decade out of the League. so you have to think about... how much pride Damian must have, of where he came from and who he came from, that Damian doesn't feel the need to train his voice. because we also know that Damian, canonically, is very good at impressions. if he wanted to talk with an American accent, I'm sure he could. but he doesn't.
but does Danny feel that way? does he feel pressured to quickly learn how to talk like the other kids at school or else be labelled as Other? 'cause we see how many old school stereotypes Amity Park still lives by. how the teachers favor the bully, who also so happens to be the jock, and the mean girls who can make you the social outcast on a whim. for Danny, who may be desperately trying to lay low, social isolation or mockery may literally be a death sentence (particularly in modern settings that include social media).
and when Danny goes to America, he would go stay with the Fentons. and, good or bad parents, the family is still white. and yes, in an au where Danny is white-passing, he would look that way too. but that doesn't change the fact that, culturally, he grew up in the Middle East with a mother that was half-Arab and half-Chinese herself. we don't even know if English is his mother tongue. it could be Arabic, it could be Farsi; since Talia is also half-Chinese, he might have grown up learning some Cantonese or Mandarin too.
and speaking as someone who struggles to understand the language of my grandmother... it can be so, so heartbreaking. so just imagining Danny, in a country he's not familiar with, with a family that can try so so hard and still never be the same... now to also have possibly no one to speak the language with and slowly, over time, losing your mother tongue? losing a part of yourself that you were once so proud of?
not to mention how he has to break free of the cult mentality all at the same time. coming to America and facing anti-Arab prejudice, and trying to do research online to fight the stereotypes only to realize that yes, the stereotypes are wrong, but also his childhood should have never been like that. not by American standards, or by Middle Eastern ones either.
so just like... constantly feeling shamed on all sides and like he can't fit in anywhere, which is eventually made worse when he becomes a halfa. because even in the League Danny was different. we know that the League of Assassins doesn't discriminate when it comes to race (Pru is my favorite example), but just in his own immediate family Danny would feel it the most. because Bruce is not around. in an au where Danny takes after his father the most, he cannot see the visual connection. all he can see is how Damian looks like Mother and I don't.
and for a kid, who may already be falling behind in training, who may not be able to compare to his prodigy twin brother. who may already feel ostracized by a mother who looks at a son and sees a father instead--any and all comparisons would chafe.
I don't know, I just love it when Danny's complexities do not start and end with "being a halfa". it could be so juicy. also made me think about the "being a halfa is like a invisible disability" allegory I had going there but I digress.














