#hackmythoughts

Should have walked away but was locked up by the gaze, solitude of eyes and sun-kissed hair. Locks wrapped between the digits of slayer. Weren't supposed to be, but then we were there.The cold creeped in cracks I tried to repair. He moved closer and closer and closer, until lips couldn't bear.

Hands couldn't help but embrace the heat, the touch, the heartbeat. What happens when two dead stars collide? I was the chaos to his peace. My world too, slowly crashed, as he moved in so calmly. A battle was won and a battle was lost. It was sweet defeat.

Kisi se baat karne ki chah to hai

Magar kya karein

Yeh dushmani ke ghere

Ye chup chaap c ladaayi

Ye badnaamiyo ke phere

Ye kya baat hai?

Ye kaun yad aya?

Kiska khayal sataye aaj mujhy

I don't think I will last till December.

November is too far away.

My roots are rotting,

My branches are broken.

Dry winter is everywhere.

Bury me beneath the snow,

Let my love visit me often.

My lungs be still my breath be slow,

And hope I am not forgotten.

I quietly wait for Christmas,

When I fly to embrace the peace.

May third of the month, soon arrive.

So my love this pain relieves.

October drags slowly,

Each hour lasts forever.

November seems too far away.

I don't think I'll last till December.

Dry winter is everywhere.

Mai jal raha tha to roshan thi ye gali

Is gali ke shor se ab bachkar nikal jaane do

Mai guzar chuka hu Yaha se

Yaha se ab mujhy jaane do

Sab chal rahe hain yaha ek hi raah per.

Per waqt hai abhi humaray mil jaane ko.

Bas yahin tak tha Safar tumhara mera.

Mera tumhara raabta ab mitanay do.

Mai guzar chuka hu Yaha se

Yaha se ab mujhy jaane do.

Beet gya jo waqt tum morh nahi sakte.

Sakte nahi jila tum chale jaane waale ko.

Kab tak zinda rakhogay mujhy?

Mai thak gya tha so jaane do.

Mai guzar chuka hu Yaha se.

Yaha se ab mujhy jaane do.

Is tang konay mei ek diya chahiye.

Bohat ho gye ye andhery mere naam,

Zindagi mei ab mujhy bas zia chahiye.

I no longer look good in his pictures.

No more his camera captures my gaze.

He no longer misses my presence.

No more am I supposed to see his face.

He looks onto vast old horizons.

He takes the whole world along with him.

He captures the beauty of all relations.

He keeps them all safe within.

I waited for him hanging, on the old wall.

Cobwebs, parasites eating my frame.

Dust settles on memories, I rot.

It's not him, distance & time take blame.

He used to love all my shades and colours.

He used to have conversations about green.

He could understand the depth of all emotions,

That I was carrying within.

But now I am a confused mess of colours & shades.

No longer vibrant they fade away.

You have painted the wall fresh for a flower.

But are about to throw me away.

I no longer look good in your pictures,

No more your eyes capture my gaze.

Naam puchte ho kyu mera?

Naam na hone se

Mere lafz kya halke ho jaate hain?

Kaam puchte ho kyu mera?

Kaam na hone se

Kya hum nithalley ho jaate hain?

Naam mera jo bhi batau

To maan liya karo

Rozgaari meri baatein hi hain

Tum sun liya karo

Yuhi kabhi jhooth sach ho jaate hain

Zinda Hu magar zindagi se waqif nahi.

Mai mar raha hu, magar murda to nahi.

Mat choona, door se hi dekh ker chale jana.

Dararein hain abhi, magar mai toota to nahi.

Na maan nafrat ko, mere taish ka sabab.

Shikayatein khud se hain, kisi aur se shikwa nahi.

Zakhm gehre hain inhe abhi na cherna,

Daant kaste hain magar, awaz dabi to nahi.

Bas rahe hain sirf parindey, is gali mei ab.

Barbaad hai ye mohalla, Sunsaan to Nahi.

Log dhoondhte hain baatein, kahey jaate hain.

Mai hun har zubaan per, magar badnaam nahi.