#ghazal

❤️💔🖤 Hamza X Yalina 🖤💔❤️

💽 📻Dhurandhar X Jagjit Singh 📻 💽

A/N - This was the most random and impulsive ideas I've ever had.

My chachu is a big Jagjit Singh fan and when he used to live with us, he would play his ghazals everyday. So I've grown up with the melancholy of JS's ghazals. Or maybe the melancholy was always within me, passed down my mother and chachu. I've realised I also have my Papa's curiosity and my dadi's love for literature. She would suddenly start remembering poems from when she was in school and recite them to us. She's only studied till 4th standard but is one of the smartest women I know.

I remember once my dad and I were watching a walkthrough of London city. And I remember seeing the busy streets and the sheer number of people, and thinking, "Where are all these people even going?" And that's exactly what my dad said the next minute.

Anyway, I digress. My Spotify suddenly suggested me this song and as I was listening these particular lines, it clicked. I could see how it would apply to Jassi.

Now, to be very honest. I'm more of a Hamzair fan but this idea just clicked and I HAD to do something about it.

Jassi's entire life was a pile of unfair, right from the start. He did not deserve that. Neither did his family. The scariest thought is, that the Rangis are just like us. They were happy like us, living their life like us.

And then when he finally finds something good, even in the snake pit of a place, it's stolen away from him. Maybe he didn't love her from the start or maybe he never did but my fanfiction loving heart wants to believe that her company and her existence granted him some relief from the survivors guilt Jassi harboured. He was never Jassi with her, but Hamza. But I still believe she was unknowingly healing something she didn't break.

So this is dedicated to my babies, Hamza and Yalina, who deserved the world. But the world didn't deserve them. A world that is hellbent on crushing affection, softness, hope, love doesn't deserve a gem like them.

I'm dedicating this for my Tiramisu @yaadonmein this is for you cutieee

Tagging some Hamlina people -> I hope y'all like it

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𝘗𝘩𝘪𝘳 𝘬𝘪𝘴𝘪 𝘢𝘶𝘳 𝘴𝘦 𝘥𝘪𝘭 𝘯𝘢𝘩𝘪 𝘭𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘶𝘯𝘨𝘢 𝘮𝘢𝘪𝘯

If I ever get separated from you, I will never fall in love with anyone else.

𝘑𝘢𝘭𝘢𝘶𝘯𝘨𝘢 𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘳𝘢𝘢𝘨 𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘯𝘢𝘢𝘮 𝘬𝘢 𝘢𝘶𝘳

𝘜𝘴𝘪𝘪 𝘬𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘵𝘩 𝘱𝘩𝘪𝘳 𝘣𝘶𝘫𝘩 𝘫𝘢𝘶𝘯𝘨𝘢 𝘮𝘢𝘪𝘯

I will light a lamp in your name and I will extinguish with it.

𝘈𝘪𝘵𝘣𝘢𝘳 𝘯𝘢 𝘬𝘢𝘳 𝘮𝘶𝘫𝘩 𝘱𝘢𝘳, 𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘻𝘪𝘭 𝘢𝘣𝘩𝘪 𝘥𝘰𝘰𝘳 𝘩𝘢𝘪

𝘉𝘪𝘤𝘩 𝘳𝘢𝘢𝘩 𝘮𝘦𝘪𝘯 𝘮𝘶𝘬𝘢𝘳 𝘫𝘢𝘶𝘯𝘨𝘢 𝘮𝘢𝘪𝘯

Don't believe that the destination is still far away, I will get separated midway.

𝘠𝘶𝘯 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘶𝘫𝘩𝘴𝘦 𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘯𝘦 𝘬𝘰 𝘣𝘦'𝘵𝘢𝘢𝘣 𝘩𝘢𝘪 𝘥𝘪𝘭 𝘮𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘳

𝘛𝘶𝘫𝘩 𝘴𝘦 𝘬𝘢𝘣𝘩𝘪 𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘶𝘯𝘨𝘢 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘢𝘳 𝘫𝘢𝘶𝘯𝘨𝘢 𝘮𝘢𝘪𝘯

My heart is desperate to meet you, but if I ever meet you, I will die.