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Should have walked away but was locked up by the gaze, solitude of eyes and sun-kissed hair. Locks wrapped between the digits of slayer. Weren't supposed to be, but then we were there.The cold creeped in cracks I tried to repair. He moved closer and closer and closer, until lips couldn't bear.

Hands couldn't help but embrace the heat, the touch, the heartbeat. What happens when two dead stars collide? I was the chaos to his peace. My world too, slowly crashed, as he moved in so calmly. A battle was won and a battle was lost. It was sweet defeat.

Kisi se baat karne ki chah to hai

Magar kya karein

Yeh dushmani ke ghere

Ye chup chaap c ladaayi

Ye badnaamiyo ke phere

Ye kya baat hai?

Ye kaun yad aya?

Kiska khayal sataye aaj mujhy

Piya dekhein akhiyaan, beet gayi sadiyaan.

Baali umar thi, chooti Jo galiyaan.

Thaami hai tadpan ki, maine bujhayein

Jee mei dabaaye, bairi ke saaye.

Kya Karu sajni, saavan na jaaye.

Kya Karu sajni, saavan na jaaye.

Karwat paltu, yaad sataaye.

Kya Karu sajni, saavan na jaaye

Tasveerein hain, guzar gye woh.

Haaye kya kare jiya, aye na piya jo.

Chehra Jo dekhu, raahat na aaye.

Guzar rahe they, hum rok na paaye.

Kya Karu sajni, saavan na jaaye.

Tu Jo BHI hai

Tu mujhy Yaad hai

Chahe is jahaan mei Nahi

Magar Tu mere Saath hai

Kuch bhuli hui si yaadon Ke tukde

Kabhi unkahi si kahin suney si baatein

Tu khwaab tha? Dhokha tha? Jo bhi tha,

Tu mujhy Yaad hai...

Chehrey pe chehra, phir ek chehra,

Mand mastak aur roop sunehra.

Bichay hain jaal bhadkeelay, chamkeelay.

Bheday jayein jo hum keelay keelay.

Meetha hain paan zehr bhi gehra.

Mand mastak aur roop sunehra.

Bol Hain meethay aur matlab teekhay.

In deewaron ke rang hain pheekay.

Har harf safeyd magar man hai maila.

Mand mastak aur roop sunehra.

Gandh hai uth ti gandh se mann ke.

Girey wajood ke sambhalo tinkey.

Gadhe si cheekhein pehran rubaila.

Mand mastak aur roop sunehra.

Hain tamaam chehere haseen

Chiragh jalao, Dil mulayam banao

Na tujhy khabar.

Na unhay khabar.

Kaisi besudhi.

To kyu na raah mei hi kahi gum jau mai?

Matlab ka Yaar tu.

Matlab ke rishte woh.

Ye saudagiri.

Kyu na is bazaar ko chor chala jau mai?

Mujhy unhonay,

Tujhy Maine chuna.

Phir bhi ye bedili.

To is baat ka bta kya matlab banau mai?

Woh ujade din se.

Tu tanha raat meri.

Ye hai zindagi?

To ye saza-e-dum, kyu na thukrau mai?

Woh gehray sannatay.

Tu chuppi ka saaya.

Kaun se sahare?

Kyu bachpan ki gali mei akela chillau mai?

To kyu na raah mei hi kahi gum jau mai.

Na tujhy khabar

Nahi?

To kal phir anaa.

Kuch lafz uske honthon se chura ker.

Ek telegram mei kaid Kar lanaa.

Aur kuch nahi to uska pata hi khoj lena.

Kal phir anaa.

I don't think I will last till December.

November is too far away.

My roots are rotting,

My branches are broken.

Dry winter is everywhere.

Bury me beneath the snow,

Let my love visit me often.

My lungs be still my breath be slow,

And hope I am not forgotten.

I quietly wait for Christmas,

When I fly to embrace the peace.

May third of the month, soon arrive.

So my love this pain relieves.

October drags slowly,

Each hour lasts forever.

November seems too far away.

I don't think I'll last till December.

Dry winter is everywhere.

Junoon mei tere ishq ke, mai yu dhal gya.

Jalatay hain mujhy, woh shauhrat k makaam

Jinki chaka chaundh Ka, tu sitara ban gya.

Meri teekhi awaz, mere kataar se lafz.

Jaise tadapta cheekhta ho Marta hua shaks.

Tere maarey ke kuch ansu hain Kuch angarey

Jee baitha sa hai Jaise ruk c rahi ho navz.

Tujhe di mohabbat, mai nafrat se Bhar gya.

Junoon mei tere ishq ke mei yu dhal gya.

Jalatay hain mujhy, woh shauhrat k makaam

Jin galliyon ka tu sitara ban gya.

Is tang konay mei ek diya chahiye.

Bohat ho gye ye andhery mere naam,

Zindagi mei ab mujhy bas zia chahiye.