#grxndiosity

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@grxndiosity ♥ ,

happy birthday, tori !

       first of all, congratulations on turning 23 ! can you believe we’ve only known each other for months ?? it’s so surreal because so much has happened in this time; like you getting a job, me going through a hell of a lot of exams, all the days of classes & cons & festivals & trips that we’ve shared with each other through texts. & as a note, before you start questioning me / this, i swear that everything here is completely genuine & honest. like, cross my heart ( & hope to die ) entirely true. warning: this is going to get Long.

       anyway, to go back when we first met. it feels like we clicked instantly ? from our love for tooru to our shit personalities, we found so many similarities between us ( remember being ouran twins & saying things in sync & you being the only person to understand my weird analogies & us sharing all the weird inside jokes ) . you’ve been the one person i’ve felt comfortable with sharing weird things about myself with; & that’s saying something, because i tell people random things all the time. even with how frequently we text each other, i never get tired of talking to you. & when we disagree ( jaehee does not have a boring personality, fight me, ) it doesn’t feel like our differing views put any distance between us. if anything, it keeps our dynamic interesting & our friendship fun, tbh. also you get to witness me having opinions, which is a rare & unusual thing, so i hope you’re happy ♡ . 

       & on that note, from the bottom of my heart, i hope that you are happy. i’m writing this at 5/6am so i’m incredibly all over the place right now, but the one thing that i will always wish for you is your happiness. bc you deserve it, really. you work so hard to be nice to people & put so much effort into balancing work & socialising & cosplaying, as well as ? for some reason trying to analyse my personality but otherwise ! you have so much talent within you & i’m so proud of you for having achieved so much despite having your job for only a short time. more than that, i hope you remember to take care of yourself, & that if ever you need someone, i’m always here for you. 

       for my part, i definitely didn’t think that i’d meet or get close to someone like you ( ever ) , because i’m usually not that good at keeping contact with other people for extended periods of time. but it’s been months, & sure that hasn’t been very long, but we’ve literally been talking more or less every day, even if it’s just idle chat about things that happened to us or things we’re planning to do. i treasure every moment we’ve spent together, from back when you were so open to everyone & until now, even when we’ve both revealed our true colours to each other. thank you for sharing so much of yourself with me, & even if i don’t tell you so all the time, i really do admire you a lot. i admire your confidence, the security you have in yourself; your honesty, how you’re able to be blunt & say the things you really think even if it might meet disapproval from others; your beauty, both inside & out; your pr skills, the way you’re able to communicate with so many people & yet take no shit from anyone; and there’s so much more to you that i don’t know how to go on because i’m literally on the verge of tears just from thoughts of how deeply you’ve touched & changed my life. 

       so for everything you’ve done, thank you. for your friendship, your thought, your time, thank you for letting me experience these past few months with you. finally, i know you’re always encouraging me to put myself first, but i’m guessing you’ll let yourself be the exception because i truly mean this when i say that i’d put you above myself any time of the day. with that, i’d like to wish you a great year ahead -- hopefully one we’ll spend with each other through our texts ( or better yet if we manage to find the time to meet each other ) -- & i hope you remember that i love you. i’m not that great with words & i’ve been going everywhere but nowhere with this post, so if i manage to convince you of one thing, i’d hope that it’s of my love for you. peace out ! 

                                                                                                            -- ♥, sarah. 

@memepuffs: Woah. Jas is just... indescribable in terms of just how ridiculously well written  their Hanamaki is. Their Makki is vivacious, he’s sly and he’s lax. He’s so well-rounded out despite the lack of canon information on him. Makki is just so full of realistic information and contradictions that it’s a struggle to remember that he’s actually not a main character within HQ, and that just about everything that we see of their Makki is all just a product of Jas’ care and effort into creating such a wonderful interpretation of their muse. Now, that’s just the beginning in terms of talking about their wonderful muse: Jas themselves is such an indescribably wonderful person. They’re beautiful, they’re adorable, they’re sweet and they’re just such a great person to know OOC.

@settooru: AHHH. To preface this talk about Sarah, I first have to compare them to things that are wonderful, like the moment when you carefully push your fork into your molten lava cake and you watch as the chocolate inside seeps out, or when you’re on a swing, carefree and weightless as you swing back and forth, feeling the wind brushing against your cheeks and hair and you’re laughing because there’s nothing in life other than the rhythmic thud of your feet hitting the floor to push you off even higher and higher on the swings. They’re the burst of flavour when you have a caramel-filled truffle; they’re the moment when you listen to your favourite song for the first time. They’re wonderful, and lemme just say that their muses are a reflection of just how wonderful the mun is.

@grxndiosity: So, Tori is probably definitely one of the most amazing Oikawas ETs Toorus People I’ve ever had the delight of getting to know. They’re so full of love and care, and it’s actually a struggle to not tell them to stop when I remember just how much they’d sacrifice out of their almost altruistic love for everyone on their dash. They honestly deserve to be loved a lot more, and they honestly deserve to be loved a hell lot more than I am (because lbr: I’m trash and Tori isn’t). If I’m the Trashikawa of this fandom, Tori’s the Oikawa that got the award back in middle school because Tori deserves it and a lot more than just a dinky award that doesn’t actually describe how valuable they are to their friends.

[28-Aug-16 11:52:49 P Shira(tori)zawa: you like it when i drag you [28-Aug-16 11:52:59 P sarah ;: that’s true

i meant that ic but i’ll take it anw ♡