hurt comfort of a villain with abandonment issues x a hero who comforts and helps them
โShould you be looking at me like that?โ the villain whispered with two of their delicate fingers holding up the heroโs chin. Their lips brushed the heroโs jawline sweetly, but the hero didnโt swallow the bait.
โShould you be moving your arm?โ the hero asked back and the villain nearly mistook their concern for actual frustration. Without a second thought, the hero tightened the sling around the villainโs neck and glared.
Of course it hurt. Every move hurt. The villainโs clavicle was very far away from being healthy but they couldnโt help it. Being close to the hero was like a drug.
When they were with them, they couldnโt think properly. They couldnโt make rational decisions. They couldnโt concentrate on the pain.
It was like the hero was a saint whoโd been sent to the villain. Their own personal caretaker, their own savior. That was obviously ludicrous. Attaching themselves to the hero was one of their greatest failures in life - after all this was about the both of them and power. It had nothing to do with personal feelings and it didn't leave room for any kind of personal relationship. Not the kind the villain craved, at least.
"Do I have to remind you that you shouldn't help the enemy?"
"You think you are my enemy?" the hero asked.
"Your agency thinks that."
The hero scoffed.
"Do I look like I care much about them?"
"You're so grumpy today," the villain whispered. Immediately, the hero's gaze softened.
"I'm sorry, IโฆI was worried. Am. I am worried about you. I want you to heal." The hero took another look at the villain's shoulder, then at their arm. The villain could tell they were tired.
"I never meant to make you worry. Please, if I am troubling you or-"
"You are not," the hero said. They looked up at the villain and smiled softly. "I am not really sure where this is leading to. I am thinking too much."
"What do you mean?" The villain could feel their cheeks heat up. It must have been too much for the hero. Too close. Too intimate. The villain could tell their enemy was going to leave, it was only rational - they had licked each other's wounds, had even shared a kiss. It was only a matter of time.
They couldn't breathe.
They couldn't think.
They weren't really anyone without the hero, were they? They wanted to throw up.
"I can change," they said quickly. "I promise, I can change for you."
The hero frowned.
"Huh?"
"Iโฆ" The villain heard their own heartbeat. "I mean it, whatever you want, I can give up the whole criminal thing, I will stop being so lazy, I promise I can do more, I can change for you."
They felt like throwing up. Why was this always happening to them? Were they really this rotten creature no one could stand? Were they really this horrible human being?
They knew they had made mistakes in the past and they knew being a criminal was not exactlyโฆnoble. But it paid the bills.
God, was the villain really such a nightmare? Nightmarish enough to be brought back to the orphanage over and over again, disgusting enough to be left to die, horrible enough to be betrayed.
"Okay, listen." The hero's eyes were wide, attentive. They pressed their right hand against the villain's chest, right where their heart was. The other found a place on the villain's torso. "I am not going anywhere. What I meant is that I am not sure how our relationship is developing. I don't want us to tiptoe around each other. I want us to be together."
The villain stared at them, their own eyes widening. They blinked.
"You can be so bluntโฆ"
"You love that about me, don't you?" The hero pressed a soft kiss to their jaw and the villain's heart started to calm down gently. The hero really was a saint. So easily. They did it so easily. "Come on, I'll make breakfast and you rest some more."
