#grayson dolan request

Gets a bit steamy at one point but I hope you like it!

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Your eyes flutter open to be faced with a window, covered in snow. Currently, you were in New Jersey with your boyfriend, Grayson, as he visited his family. You loved coming to New Jersey, it was just so different from where you lived. It was peaceful. And you loved visiting Lisa, Graysons Mom.

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hi love, thanks for sending this in🥰🥰 i kind of set it up to be a two parter, if y’all want that👀 also if anyone wants to be tagged i can start a tag list!

Growing up, you loved your birthday. You adored having all the attention, getting gifts you had wanted the past months, eating your favorite cake, everything about it.

But as you grew up, you started to not enjoy it as much. Your birthday lost that spark you had growing up. It just made you sad now. It made you sad because you felt that with each year passing, you weren’t accomplishing enough. You were given a whole year, twelve months, three hundred and sixty five days and you didn’t do what you should’ve with it.

Birthdays became a lowkey thing after a while, you stopped celebrating it with friends, didn’t talk about it in school, big parties with extended family turned into small dinners with your parents and siblings with a small cake finishing off the quite night. It was safe to say the spark had gone out, and you thought it would never come back.

Grayson knew that your birthday was a sensitive topic, you always grew quite whenever one of his friends or family asked about it. He would just do his best to steer the conversation in a different direction when birthdays were the topic.

You had eventually confided in him about your feelings. He was the first person you ever expressed them too. It was after you both had attended a dinner with your family, celebrating your dad’s birthday.

You were both getting ready for bed, deciding to spend the night at his place. You were in bed when he pulled the covers back to climb in, heavy sighing as he did. You knew it was coming, he was easy for you to read. He turned to lay on his side, facing you before he asked.

“Why don’t you like birthdays?” You stares at your fingers, playing with the end of the comforter while the gears in your brain started turning. You felt like it was silly. Your disstain for birthdays was stupid, you didn’t want to admit it just for him to laugh it off.

So you told him, you expressed how your views on them changed. How you felt like you were wasting the time that was given to you on this Earth. How every year, no matter how hard you tried, it wasn’t good enough. Throughout the whole conversation, he listened to you without judgment. He held you that night and assured you that none of your time was being wasted, that everyday you did something worthwhile, whether you realize it or not. It was that night he vowed to make you birthday something to look forward to.

Fast forward six months and your birthday was just around the corner. But this year, you were a little excited for your birthday, you felt like you’d done something. You had graduated with your Bachelors in Production, gotten into your top university for your masters, and you were in a relationship that made you genuinely feel happy, for the first time in forever.

Your birthday landed on a Saturday this year, and a few of your friends had already planned on taking you out the night before, which you agreed to fairly easy. You wanted to keep your actual birthday evening for just you and Grayson, excited to spend it with the person you loved, even if you hadn’t verbally expressed it yet.

You were just putting in your earrings when he walked in, he stopped for a brief moment to look at you, before continuing to the closet.

“Where are you going sweets? You look beautiful.” You couldn’t help but blush, his words always caused that fluttering feeling in your stomach no matter what.

“Out with the girls for a celebratory dinner then maybe to dance.” You walked up behind him to wrap your arms around his waist, placing a small kiss on his shoulder. He turned in your arms and placed his hands on your lower back, eyes gazing into yours.

“Oh?” He raised his eyebrows at you. “Just make sure you end up in my bed tonight, no one else’s.” He bent down to kiss your lips, squeezing your behind as he did.

“You know I always will. Anyways tomorrow will be just you and I.” You both smiled at each other, enjoying the warm embrace encompassing the two of you. Just as Grayson was opening his mouth to speak, your phone went off. You looked at the text to see that your friends had arrived so you collected your purse and gave yourself one more look in the mirror.

“You look stunning, don’t keep them waiting, the longer you do the longer I’m here without you.” Grayson came up behind you, grabbed your purse and put the lipstick that was on your vanity in it before planting a kiss on your head.

“What would I do without you?” He always remembered the little things, it made you feel so incredible to know he cared.

“Have bare lips, now off with you. I love you.” He smiled at you as you rushed out of the room with a quick love you back, and into the night.

You were thoroughly enjoying yourself tonight, dinner was delicious and you were in your uber on the way to the club, you and your best friends Emma, Lydia, and Lauren were all buzzed, singing throwback jams without a care in the world when Grayson called. The driver quickly turned the music down and you answered.

“Hi my love.” You smiled into the phone.

“Hi sweets, how was dinner?”

“Great, amazing, fantastic. We’re on the way to the club now, I might be a little tipsy.” You giggled into the phone, your friends sending kissy faces your way.

“I’m glad you’re enjoying yourself sweets, I’m going to bed but I wanted to say good night in case I don’t see you in the morning,” You frowned, why wouldn’t you see him? It was your birthday after all. “I’ll be leaving early in the morning for a few meetings we scheduled tonight last minute in San Fransisco. They run pretty late so I’ll be spending the night there and I’ll fly back in the morning.”

The mood instantly shifted in the car, your friends felt it, Grayson felt it, hell, even your uber driver felt it. You crossed your legs and took a deep breath.

“Don’t worry about me. I won’t be coming home tonight anyways, I’m spending the night at Lydia’s. Enjoy your trip.” You quickly hung up the phone, not wanting to hear another word. You knew for sure that he knew you were upset. You’re never that short with him, and you never end a phone call without saying I love you.

Your friends all looked to you with sympathetic faces, they knew you almost as well as you knew yourself.

I’m so glad you liked the other one

Gray and Y/N had been swimming all day, and usually, she had extra clothes at his house but today she forgot that he had thrown everything in the laundry and she forgot to bring over more. So when she got out of the pool she had nothing to put on. See I say nothing because she didn’t have any of her own clothing. You may be saying to yourself well why didn’t she just go grab one of Gray’s shirts or hoodies. Well Y/N is a bigger girl. I mean she loves her body she knows Gray loved her body so that isn’t the worry. But you see Gray is very toned. His shirts fit well on him so well in fact that Y/N is scared to death that if she puts one on she will stretch it out and ruin it. See Gray constantly wears designer, almost everything he owns is besides form the few sweatshirts he has from high school and a few other things. But all in all his clothes are fucking expensive and Y/N knows that. Y/N knows that if she was to put them on her boobs would without a doubt stretch his shirt out. So she sat there on the couch with her bathing suit still on and waited for Gray to get out of the shower. 

Grayson appearing out of his bedroom dressed you were sitting on the couch, luckily you were dry cause you had been tanning. 

“Baby why aren’t you dressed”

“I uh, I’m dry and I forgot to bring over more stuff. I’ll just stay in this.”

“Babe no, you gotta be uncomfortable just go grab one of my shirts”

“I, I’m good” That’s when Gray walked back into his room and then reappeared with one of his black Louis t-shirts. The same Louis t-shirt that he constantly wore, the same t-shirt he said was the most comfortable thing he owned. Y/N didn’t want to wear it she didn’t want to ruin it.

“I um, I’ll just run to my place and grab some more of my stuff, I’ll need it anyway” She tried grabbing her keys and walking out but Gray had stopped her almost instantly.

“Did I do something Y/N?”

“No, no I just. It’s stupid. I just need to go grab clothes”

“Baby something is going on in that head of yours I see it, please just talk to me”

“I just don’t wanna wear your shirt Gray, okay?” She watched him release his grip on her, watched his face fall almost offended, no not offended he was hurt by what she said. See Gray loved his girl, he loved her so much. He wished that she would wear his clothes. He remembers one time she did and it made her heart flutter. Back when he was wearing shirts way too tight for him, he had let her borrow a tank top the one day when she had come over in a sweatshirt and got hot. He remembers giving it to her and thought it was just a tank top seeing her in something that belonged to him made his heart swell. But he also remembered to her taking it off that next day and hiding it in her bag but he never knew why. 

“Baby I didn’t mean to make you upset”

“Y/N I’m not upset, I just baby why don’t you like wearing my clothes, and be honest”

“I just… Gray your shit is so expensive, and that isn’t a bad thing I love what you wear but, but if I wear it and ruin it I would feel like shit abbe. I don’t wanna ruin your stuff, and if I wear anything of yours I will”

“Ruin it? baby, I know your clumsy but if I give you a black shirt and you spill on it it’ll be fine”

“No gray I mean, If I wear your clothes they are going to get stretched out just like that tank top did all those years ago, I couldn’t even give it back I was so embarrassed. Just let me go grab some of my stuff and I’ll be right back”“Baby you don’t need to be embarrassed”

“Baby stop, first of all, I don’t give a shit of you stretch my stuff out. I love you for you and your body so if you stretch my shirts fuck it. I love when you wear my shirts, I love when you wear any of my clothes. So yeah if I have to buy more then I gladly will. Hell, I’ll by shirts just to wear so you can wear them after. But the shirts I have now look good as fuck on you so please baby wear whatever piece of my clothing you want.”

“But Gray your shit is so expensive, and”

“I don’t care, baby, I really don’t I want you to be comfortable I want you to be able to wear my shit and be happy that you are, and if you don’t want to that’s fine too”

“No, no I want to Gray”

“Can I uh, can I wear the shirt you have on now?”“Oh, what so I can be shirtless?”“Maybe…”“I’m down with that then, but why don’t you get to be shirtless”

“your impossible Dolan”

“but you love me”

“that I do, now give me the shirt before I change my mind” With that Grayson handed Y/N his shirt and he grabbed another out of his closet. He turned back around seeing it slipped over Y/N’s shoulders. He was stood frozen. He loved seeing her in his shirts. He loved the way they laid over her body. He knew the anxiety going through her so he wrapped his arms around her placing slow kisses onto her neck.

Summary: For this Tuesday’s video, Grayson and Ethan decide to another lie detector test. This time, on Grayson’s girlfriend, Y/N. 

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A/N: I’m not very funny but I tried.

Warnings: N/A

WC: 1.1k

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REQUESTED:  (ANON)

Can you do an imagine with either gray or E where they come home drunk & your already in bed and he confesses how he wants to have a baby with you? Or something like that! I’m having daddy!ethan/gray feels lmao

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Feedback would be nice xx (: 

Grayson had sent you a text around two minutes ago letting you know he was going to stay back to hang out with some friends. That meant you got the apartment to yourself for a few hours. You took your time in the bath allowing you body to relax after a hectic day at work. As you were applying the last of your skincare you sent him a text letting him know you were heading to bed and that you love him. He replies within seconds saying he loves you too and that he should be home soon. Knowing that he is lying and won’t be home soon you snuggle under the sheets. Whenever he’s with his friends he tends to lose track of time and has come home at an ungodly hour before. On occasion he doesn’t even show up so you quickly learned not to wait up for him. 

You were in deep sleep when a loud crash wakes you up. Groggily you drag yourself out of the comfort of you bed to turn off the alarm system. As you enter the hallway you spot Grayson shushing the keypad while lazily picking up the fake plant he knocked over. Sighing you walk over to him. 

Grayson smiles as you approach him, forgetting all about the plant on the floor. You quickly deactivate the alarm. Grayson wraps his arms around your waist pulling you into a tight hug. 

“Hi babyyyy, I missed you sooooo much.” He slurs into your ear. You try not to laugh at his unusual drunken state and pull out his embrace. 

“I missed you too Gray. Come on lets get you to bed.” 

“You smell really good you know that,” he says as he buries his face into your hair. Laughing at his behavior you grab his hand to drag him into the bedroom. He stumbles over his feet a few times but you both manage to get into your bedroom without plummeting to the ground. 

Grayson immediately flops onto the bed snuggling into his pillow, not bothering to take his clothes off at all. You reach down to untie his shoes and take his socks off while he dozes off into sleep. You giggle as his snores begin to fill the room. You slide into your side of the bed pulling the sheets over your frame as best you could with him now lying on top of it. 

After a few minutes of silence you feel Grayson begin to shift on the bed until he was right next to you. 

“Babe?” Grayson mumbles with his eyes still shut. 

“Go to bed Gray,” you whisper wanting to get some sleep before your busy day tomorrow.  

“I love you,” he sighs pulling you into his chest. You smile allowing yourself to snuggle up against his warm frame. 

“I love you too Gray.” You press a gentle kiss on his chest. 

“Mmh,” he hums. “You know I’ve been thinking about our future all the time recently.” 

“Oh really? What have you been thinking about?” You ask. 

Grayson and you talking about your future together isn’t unusual. The two of you have had discussions on where this relationship is going and when you two would like to take the next step together: Marriage. Both of you agree that getting married at such a young age isn’t what you two want, but it is something that you two would like 2-3 years down the line. 

“How I can’t wait to be your husband and make babies with you. A lot of babies maybe 3 or 4.” He admits in his drunk and sleepy state. This takes you back a bit. The two of you have had a brief discussion on kids, but you two haven’t truly sat down to talk about it. 

“You want to have babies with me?” 

“I want to have a baby with you, Y/N. All of them. Little mini me’s of you and I. Oh my gosh how cool would it be if we had the second set of Dolan twins and they were boys too? If they’re girls that would be even cooler. They can take over our channel and continue our legacy.” He says. 

“That would be cool,” you giggle loving the excitement in his voice. 

“First I gotta give you a ring and then a baby. But if we have a baby first that would be pretty cool too. I mean we have been practicing a lot.” 

“Grayson Dolan.” You gasp feeling you face heat up. 

“What? I’m just saying the truth. I love practicing with youuuu,” he sings at the end making you erupt into laughter. 

“You are a goofball who won’t remember this conversation in the morning.” 

“I will remember.” He pouts. “Do not underestimate the mind of a Dolan.” 

“Sure you will. Now get some rest because you are going to have a killer hangover tomorrow.” 

“Fine,” he pouts. “But not without a goodnights smooch.” He puckers his lips out making you laugh. Leaning up you press a quick kiss to his lips before going back to snuggle against his chest. Soon you feel Grayson’s breath even out and his snores return. Rolling your eyes at your boyfriend you fall asleep with a smile on your face. 

When morning comes you untangle yourself out of his embrace to get ready for work. You make sure to be as quiet as possible to keep him from waking up. As you step out of the bathroom you yell in freight as Grayson grabs you by the waist to pull you towards him. 

“Morning gorgeous,” he mumbles against your neck as he presses gentle kisses there. 

“Morning,” you giggle as his scruff tickles your skin. 

“Do you have to go to work?” He asks trailing his kisses up your jaw. You let out a sigh of content loving the attention he was giving you. 

“Yes, but you are making it tempting to call off work today.” You tease him. 

“Mmm than maybe I should keep tempting you some more.” 

You smile as he turns you around to pull you into a deep, passionate kiss. You wrap your arms around his neck loving the feeling of his rough lips on yours. His hands move down your back to find home on your ass. Before things can get any deeper you pull away from his embrace. 

“Gotta get dressed,” you giggle as he groans in protest. 

As you’re throwing on your work attire you study him lying on the bed scrolling through his phone. 

“No hungover today?” You ask as you spray on your favorite perfume. 

“I took an Advil half an hour ago, but even then it wasn’t as bad today.” He admits. 

You hum in response while grabbing your bag to throw the rest of your things in. Just as you’re about to turn around to ask him if he’s seen your watch he shows up behind you holding it up in his hand. 

“You know I love you right,” you smile as you take the watch from him. 

“I know,” he smiles smugly. “I also want you to know that I was serious about everything I said last night.” 

You are taken back by his comment not knowing what to say. There was a part of you that was hoping he would have just forgotten about it, but the majority really hoped that he did. While this wasn’t something that would happen soon it’s nice knowing that he’s thinking about it. 

“I know you probably thought I wouldn’t, but I do mean everything I said. I want to have babies with you and watch them grow up together. I want little mini me’s roaming around the world doing awesome things. I think about how I know you’re going to be an amazing mother and how our kids will love you.” 

Your eyes well up in tears listening to him as he absentmindedly runs his finger up and down your arm as he speaks. A habit he has when he’s lost in thought and speaking to you. 

“You really want babies with me?” You ask. 

“Of course I do Y/N. Sure it’ll be a few years down the line. We’ll get married, buy a house with lots of land just like you’ve always wanted, settle down in the countryside, and have a couple little munchkins.” He wraps his arms around your chest. You gently place your hand on his arm rubbing your thumb on his skin. “I can just imagine us looking at the positive pregnancy test, the first ultrasound of our baby, hearing the heartbeat for the first time, reading all the books, feeling the baby kick your stomach, everything. We’ll raise the most amazing, friendly, respectful humans who we’ll spoil with love, attention, and care. They’ll feel so lucky to have such a beautiful mom with captivating eyes, a smile that lights up the entire universe, a laugh that’s contagious, humor that is sarcastic, and a heart of gold. 

“I want the cheesy ‘we are never having kids again’ as you’re giving birth to them and the ‘we need to have ten more’ once they’re born. I want to run out to get all your cravings even if it’s 3 in the morning. I want you to text me pictures of the baby and you while I’m working to motivate me to work harder. I want this future and more with you Y/N. You’re it for me.” 

By the end of his confession you are a crying, emotional mess. Your chest feels tight with love, excitement, and happiness. All those emotions fight for dominance squeezing tightly as you turn around to face the love of your life. 

“I want all of that and more with you too Grayson. Everything you just said are things I think about but have been too scared to say them out loud. Goodness Grayson, if you have me a crying mess now I can’t imagine how it’s going to be when I’m pregnant. You are going to be the most attentive, loving, caring, funny, and joyful father to all our future children. I know you’re going to have a hard time saying no to them and we’re going to have disagreements on who should play bad cop for the day. You’re always going to be showing up for them and telling the most horrible dad jokes that they’ll complain about but secretly love. I’m so excited to see you hold our baby for the first time and see them wrap their little fingers around your finger. I want to say those cheesy lines the day they’re born and have ten more kids with you. I know you’ll be the most attentive, caring, loving, and present during and after my pregnancies because you are just like that now. I want all that you said and more with you Grayson. I hate that you made me a crying mess before work but gosh do I love you so much Grayson.” You laugh before pressing a sweet kiss to your boyfriends lips. The two of you get lost in one another for a few minutes before Grayson pulls away resting his forehead on yours. 

“I love you Y/N, and I can’t wait to continue on forever with you.” He whispers to you. 

The two of you stand there for just a few more minutes enjoying the warmth of the other. You think back to the first time you two met, how that simple ‘hello’ led you two to this moment now. 

You feel at home with him, a forever home you’ll cherish until your last breath.  

summary: when you meet grayson at a football game, you didn’t know that it would become so much more.

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Grayson is a big sports fan, specifically football. It’s something that he really started to get back into during quarantine, and started to attend games regularly with Ethan after the stay at home order was lifted. So it was fate when he saw a cute looking girl at one of the games standing in front of him in line for drinks.

Normally Grayson wouldn’t stand in the lines because he didn’t want to be mobbed, but for some reason he decided to wait in the line by himself to get a drink that night. Thank god he did because one of the most beautiful girls he’d ever seen was standing in front of him in line, bickering with someone on her phone.

“You’re really serious Bella? I leave for two minutes to get us drinks and you’ve already gone off with some guy?” She ran her hand through her hair, clearly frustrated. He didn’t mean to eavesdrop, but you had already peaked his interest.

“Whatever. It’s fine, I’ll just finish watching the game alone like a loser. Try not to catch an STD this time.” She ended the call with a huff. Grayson was shocked by what he just heard. She was so feisty, he had to talk to her.

“Um, hi.” He tapped on her shoulder and she whipped around, already so worked up from her phone call.

“Hi?” She raised her eyebrows at him, not in the mood to deal with some random hitting on her. “Can I help you?”

“Yeah, I couldn’t help but hear your conversation and I was wondering if maybe you wanted to watch the game with me so you’re not alone?” She was taken aback. This guy was attractive, and kind (so far). Should she play hard to get, or should she cave?

“Well where are your seats? I’ll only agree if they’re better than mine, which I doubt because they’re club level.” She quirked up an eyebrow and folded her arms over her chest. Let’s see how he reacts to this.

“Darling, don’t worry. I have sideline seats.” Her smug look turned to one of shock. How did he have sideline seats? Those were a fortune! He pointed to the line before speaking.

“Let me get you a drink since we’re next and then I can take you to your new seat.”

Well fuck it. She decided to go for it.

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It’s been seven years since that game. It was the start of something that neither you or Grayson realized. But ever since then, every year you had season passes to the Rams games, sideline of course. When Grayson wasn’t traveling, you would go together. It became you’re date night.

Now that you have a child, it’s no longer a date but now it’s a family outing. It was only natural to pass the love you and Grayson shared for the sport to your son. He loved it.

This year, he loved it even more now that he could grasp the basics. He would sit there and watch Grayson so intently, trying his best to mimic his fathers every move. When Grayson would lean forward watching the ball, so would your little man. When the other team took the ball and Grayson groaned, so would he. Your son loved him so much. He wanted to be just like his daddy.

It was halftime and since you’ve been season ticket holders for years, Grayson has developed a relationship with the coaches. You were back in the locker room standing next to Grayson as he was speaking with some people about the plays for the game. You were listening until you realized there wasn’t a little boy at your feet. Looking around for him, you saw him carrying two water bottles to a group of players.

“I brought you water,” He hands the bottles to the guys and you were about to interrupt and apologize for your son when he started talking again. “I Gwayson and (Y/N)’s baby. We watched you play!” He bounced on his feet, causing his mop of curls to bounce with him.

The players played along with him, and it made your heart swell. They were so kind to him, hanging on to every last word he said like it was the best thing since sliced bread.

“Momma says you have to drink water when you play or else your head will hurt and you get die-drated!”

Just then one of the assistant coaches comes up and bends down to him.

“Hey sport, thanks for taking care of my players.” The smile on your son’s face was blinding. He was so happy and it was so amazing to see. You tapped on Grayson’s shoulder, bringing him out of his conversation.

“Babe, look at your son.” Grayson found his little boy and a smile immediately came to his face.

“Momma and dadda said you should always take care of everyone and be nice!” He raised his hands in the air as he spoke, not able to contain his excitement. “I Gwayson and (Y/N)’s baby, do you know them?” The assistant coach nods.

“Yeah I do, they’re pretty lucky to have such an awesome boy!”

You and Grayson had approached them and he had bent down and pulled your son in for a hug.

“You bet! We’re the luckiest people in the world! Right bubba?” Grayson started attacking him with kisses and he started to squeal with laughter.

“Dadda, stop!”

You bent down with them and started attacking him with kisses as well, making his squeals that much louder.

“I love you, my bubba boy!”

“I love you too, Momma!” Grayson stopped his assault and turned your son to face him.

“You just love your Momma? What about Dadda? Don’t you love me?” Your son smirks before answering, his dimples coming into view.

“If I say yes, will you stop kissing me?” Everyone around you started laughing. Grayson looked at him with surprise.

“Looks like you’re gonna have to say it to find out!” Your son groaned and rubbed his hands together in thought, just like his Dadda does.

“Fine, I love you Dadda, so much!”

One of my fav plotlines. This does mention reader getting scared by gray but nothing violent happens just the mention of it. If that triggers you in any way please do not read.

Y/N had been busy at work not able to see Grayson much during the current week. Grayson had been busy filing and hadn’t really had time to talk to her. Tonight was the night they were going to be able to hang out together for the first time in a while and they were both very excited. Y/N got ready to head over to the Dolan house. Once she got there she walked right into Grayson’s room to see him sitting shirtless on his desk chair editing his video. She gave him a quick kiss on his cheek before going to sit on his bed knowing that when he was in editing mode he didn’t really pay attention to anything else. But an hour passed and then another and she was starting to grow annoyed. She wanted him, craved him any part of him. She just wanted to be close. So when she saw him getting frustrated and bang his hands on his desk she just wanted to be next to him. She remembers another time when this happened because it happens often. The twins work late finishing videos when things don’t go to plan all the time. Usually, she could distract Gray for a bit and then he would finish quicker after just needing a quick boost of energy from her. Other times she would just sit next to him while he finished just to be close. Y/N soon learned that this time was so different from the others. See what Y/N didn’t know was that they had to refilm this video this morning because the footage got lost. She didn’t know that he had been editing all day and still wasn’t done. She didn’t know that for the past hour the program kept freezing. See Gray wanted to be close to her too he wanted to feel her touch, but he also knew he needed to get this video out. He just wished he didn’t have to deal with it tonight. He was already tired from today and he didn’t want to have to edit all night but that is what it seemed like it was turning out to be. Gray was getting close to finishing the video when the program froze again his fist connecting with the desk he was sitting at. Y/N came over to him rubbing his shoulders as she came around to the front of him placing a quick kiss to his forehead. 

“Baby why don’t you take a break”

“I can’t Y/N” The tone he had was cold, colder than with Gray was angry. She could sense that he was at his breaking point soon. She wanted to help him, wanted him to take a short break even if that meant her editing for him, which she had also done before.

“Baby take a break and I’ll edit for you” She went to click but gray had pushed her hand away causing her to delete a line of the edit. His face instantly dropping stone cold. He pushed out of the chair. See both Grayson and Y/N knew that he could just hit undo and it would all come back but to Gray, at that moment nothing but more work could fix what Y/N had done. He had hit his breaking point and Y/N knew instantly because though Gray can get mad he had never once looked directly into her face while she was basically up against a wall and yelled at her like he was doing right then. 

“See this is why I don’t need your fucking help Y/N you always fucking ruin everything, always fucking break everything. And you see. You see now I have to work fucking longer than I would have because you had to try to fucking help” The yelling was directed at her eye contact held the entire time. All she saw was the pure anger in his face. Until his hand raised and she flinched back. See gray wasn’t going to hit her he was going to rub his hand through his hair like he always did when he was angry or frustrated but this was different to Y/N. Gray did not get angry at her often. And like mentioned previously he always yelled, in general, he never yelled directly at her so when she saw his hand came up it instantly made her recoil. 

She watched Gray’s hand run through his hair after she stepped back, but she always watched as his face turned from hard to soft instantly. He looked at her and then to the door as he began to walk out. Y/N wanted to chase after him but she also knew that he may be just needed time to his self. But she didn’t hear his car start like it usually would after they fought. No, this time instead as she sat down on his bed, she watched him through the window. She watched him walk out the back door and sit down on the concrete near the pool his knees pulled to his chest his hands around them and his face buried down. She saw him shaking, saw his body jolting from the emotions running through him. See most girls probably would have ran, but Y/N was different, she knew Gray. Y/N knew Gray would never hurt her no matter how angry or upset with her she was she knew that he would never ever do anything to hurt her. She knew he needed time and she watched Ethan walk out to him. She knew she had time to kill because she didn’t want to interrupt Ethan and Gray so she sat at his computer undoing what she had deleted and spent 20 mins fixing the rest of the video and starting the export. She watched Ethan walk into the house while Gray’s shaking form stayed on the ground. Usually, Grayson would be fine after talking to Ethan, Ethan could usually get him out of his head. Y/N was scared that he was deep into his anxiety now. She knew she needed to talk to him now she knew she needed him maybe even more then he needed her at that moment. So she headed out to see him and as she walked to the back she passed Ethan on the way

“He’s really upset”

“I know”

“he shouldn’t have done that though, I mean the way he was yelling”

“I know”

“But he’d never hurt you”

“I know E, I’m upset but I’m not mad at him he was stressed but look next time you guys have to spend time fixing a video maybe take some of the editing from him, I mean I don’t know if you were doing other stuff but Gray needs help sometimes too. You know how he gets he needs you too”

“I should’ve helped him earlier I know but”

“Look I’d love to talk this out with you E, I really honestly would but I need your brother right now”

“He needs you to” Ethan walked away as she walked out the house sliding the glass door closed behind her. She walked right up to Gray instantly dropping to the ground next to him. He pushed away slightly not wanting to be a reason she was afraid.

“Gray” he looked to her the whisper of his name cracking as she spoke it

“Y/N I”

“I know Gray, it’s okay”

“It’s not. I should have never have been yelling at you regardless of what I planned to do with my hand you were scared of me. Your face, you were, you were terrified of the way I was yelling and, fuck I just. I’m sorry”

“I know you are, I know your sorry Gray and that’s all that matters” his body instantly fell into hers as she felt the shaking from his body. “Gray, baby stop, your gonna get yourself into a panic”

““I don’t want you to ever be scared of me. The fear that was in your eyes and written all over your face is something I never wanna see in my life again Y/N. I never want you to…” 

“Baby look at me, I trust you. I trust you to keep me safe. I trust you to not hurt me. I trust you okay” With a kiss to his lips the passion coursing through Gray grabbed her into a hug.

“Let’s go inside Gray” She stood up leading him into his bedroom as she climbed right into his bed moving the covers for him to get in as well.

“Baby I gotta finish”

“Already done Gray”

“Wha, what?”

“I finished it up when you went outside there was only a little left it’s exporting now”

“You finished it even when I yelled at you, even when I”

“Gray I told you, I know who you are. that moment doesn’t define you. You needed help you were upset and frustrated so yeah I finished it even though you yelled. I’ll always be there Gray”

“I love you”

“I love you too, now come cuddle me”

I’m gonna do more of a headcanon type for this.

- The entire week leading up to this you were a nervous wreck Gray constantly trying to calm you down “baby it’ll be fine, it won’t be that bad trust me” and you’d respond Hray you don’t know what child birth feels like the stories I’ve read” and with his “but I got you baby” in response

- But see you were scared shitless Gray even so much as telling you that you didn’t have to do it but you denied backing out because you made a promise to him to do this video with them.

- You were nervous as hell to do this video see the twins thrive when they are doing videos like this but you on the other hand hate them with a passion. You hate hurting yourself but you especially hate seeing Gray hurt

- See Ethan thought it was funny while you and gray were being nice he kept asking questions no one in their right kinda would know the answer too without some thought

- See here’s the other thing Ethan was in control when Gray needed to have it done to him. Which was fine until he decided to be funny and turned it up almost all he way, the pain making Gray scream and almost curl over throwing up. You slapped Ethan fully punched him three times in the shoulder before Gray held you telling you to calm down. You didn’t lie when you said you hated seeing him in pain. “Baby I’m okay” you slapped Ethan again “not the point Gray, don’t be a dickhead E”

- Then it came time for you to go, the parched were attracted to your stomach you laying flat on the ground and you got it wrong. Of course you did right, you were hoping that you could’ve gotten out of it without needing the simulator to go on, but that wasn’t the case. You started freaking out your breathing going heavy before Gray came over to you. “Hey hey if you don’t wanna do it you don’t have to baby”, “no Gray I, I promised”, “fine but I’m holding your hand”.

- He came over grabbing your hand in is “you got this baby” and Ethan turned it on the pain surging through your body. Grayson squeezing your hand in comfort helped you get through it at least.

- You got through all the rounds quite easily woth Grayson by your side but now it was time for the last round. It meant the simulator was up to 5 which was the max, and you were scared shitless literally shaking Grayson noticed is hand squeezing around yours. “Baby you can stop now”, “no gray I’m doing this”

- “fine” he rested his lips on your forehead but came up for a second “do it e” and his lips connected to your forehead as his hand was wrapped around yours and you got through it, with him. You may have screamed “ We are never having children Grayson I am going to kill you oh my god fuck!!!” but with out him you knew you’d never have been able to complete it.

- “you okay baby”, “yeah gray I just there was no way I could’ve done that without you”, “you never have to baby I will be here always; now, even when we have our own baby I will be here holding your hand just like I did now”