#gray concept

I’m so glad you liked the other one

Gray and Y/N had been swimming all day, and usually, she had extra clothes at his house but today she forgot that he had thrown everything in the laundry and she forgot to bring over more. So when she got out of the pool she had nothing to put on. See I say nothing because she didn’t have any of her own clothing. You may be saying to yourself well why didn’t she just go grab one of Gray’s shirts or hoodies. Well Y/N is a bigger girl. I mean she loves her body she knows Gray loved her body so that isn’t the worry. But you see Gray is very toned. His shirts fit well on him so well in fact that Y/N is scared to death that if she puts one on she will stretch it out and ruin it. See Gray constantly wears designer, almost everything he owns is besides form the few sweatshirts he has from high school and a few other things. But all in all his clothes are fucking expensive and Y/N knows that. Y/N knows that if she was to put them on her boobs would without a doubt stretch his shirt out. So she sat there on the couch with her bathing suit still on and waited for Gray to get out of the shower. 

Grayson appearing out of his bedroom dressed you were sitting on the couch, luckily you were dry cause you had been tanning. 

“Baby why aren’t you dressed”

“I uh, I’m dry and I forgot to bring over more stuff. I’ll just stay in this.”

“Babe no, you gotta be uncomfortable just go grab one of my shirts”

“I, I’m good” That’s when Gray walked back into his room and then reappeared with one of his black Louis t-shirts. The same Louis t-shirt that he constantly wore, the same t-shirt he said was the most comfortable thing he owned. Y/N didn’t want to wear it she didn’t want to ruin it.

“I um, I’ll just run to my place and grab some more of my stuff, I’ll need it anyway” She tried grabbing her keys and walking out but Gray had stopped her almost instantly.

“Did I do something Y/N?”

“No, no I just. It’s stupid. I just need to go grab clothes”

“Baby something is going on in that head of yours I see it, please just talk to me”

“I just don’t wanna wear your shirt Gray, okay?” She watched him release his grip on her, watched his face fall almost offended, no not offended he was hurt by what she said. See Gray loved his girl, he loved her so much. He wished that she would wear his clothes. He remembers one time she did and it made her heart flutter. Back when he was wearing shirts way too tight for him, he had let her borrow a tank top the one day when she had come over in a sweatshirt and got hot. He remembers giving it to her and thought it was just a tank top seeing her in something that belonged to him made his heart swell. But he also remembered to her taking it off that next day and hiding it in her bag but he never knew why. 

“Baby I didn’t mean to make you upset”

“Y/N I’m not upset, I just baby why don’t you like wearing my clothes, and be honest”

“I just… Gray your shit is so expensive, and that isn’t a bad thing I love what you wear but, but if I wear it and ruin it I would feel like shit abbe. I don’t wanna ruin your stuff, and if I wear anything of yours I will”

“Ruin it? baby, I know your clumsy but if I give you a black shirt and you spill on it it’ll be fine”

“No gray I mean, If I wear your clothes they are going to get stretched out just like that tank top did all those years ago, I couldn’t even give it back I was so embarrassed. Just let me go grab some of my stuff and I’ll be right back”“Baby you don’t need to be embarrassed”

“Baby stop, first of all, I don’t give a shit of you stretch my stuff out. I love you for you and your body so if you stretch my shirts fuck it. I love when you wear my shirts, I love when you wear any of my clothes. So yeah if I have to buy more then I gladly will. Hell, I’ll by shirts just to wear so you can wear them after. But the shirts I have now look good as fuck on you so please baby wear whatever piece of my clothing you want.”

“But Gray your shit is so expensive, and”

“I don’t care, baby, I really don’t I want you to be comfortable I want you to be able to wear my shit and be happy that you are, and if you don’t want to that’s fine too”

“No, no I want to Gray”

“Can I uh, can I wear the shirt you have on now?”“Oh, what so I can be shirtless?”“Maybe…”“I’m down with that then, but why don’t you get to be shirtless”

“your impossible Dolan”

“but you love me”

“that I do, now give me the shirt before I change my mind” With that Grayson handed Y/N his shirt and he grabbed another out of his closet. He turned back around seeing it slipped over Y/N’s shoulders. He was stood frozen. He loved seeing her in his shirts. He loved the way they laid over her body. He knew the anxiety going through her so he wrapped his arms around her placing slow kisses onto her neck.

One of my fav plotlines. This does mention reader getting scared by gray but nothing violent happens just the mention of it. If that triggers you in any way please do not read.

Y/N had been busy at work not able to see Grayson much during the current week. Grayson had been busy filing and hadn’t really had time to talk to her. Tonight was the night they were going to be able to hang out together for the first time in a while and they were both very excited. Y/N got ready to head over to the Dolan house. Once she got there she walked right into Grayson’s room to see him sitting shirtless on his desk chair editing his video. She gave him a quick kiss on his cheek before going to sit on his bed knowing that when he was in editing mode he didn’t really pay attention to anything else. But an hour passed and then another and she was starting to grow annoyed. She wanted him, craved him any part of him. She just wanted to be close. So when she saw him getting frustrated and bang his hands on his desk she just wanted to be next to him. She remembers another time when this happened because it happens often. The twins work late finishing videos when things don’t go to plan all the time. Usually, she could distract Gray for a bit and then he would finish quicker after just needing a quick boost of energy from her. Other times she would just sit next to him while he finished just to be close. Y/N soon learned that this time was so different from the others. See what Y/N didn’t know was that they had to refilm this video this morning because the footage got lost. She didn’t know that he had been editing all day and still wasn’t done. She didn’t know that for the past hour the program kept freezing. See Gray wanted to be close to her too he wanted to feel her touch, but he also knew he needed to get this video out. He just wished he didn’t have to deal with it tonight. He was already tired from today and he didn’t want to have to edit all night but that is what it seemed like it was turning out to be. Gray was getting close to finishing the video when the program froze again his fist connecting with the desk he was sitting at. Y/N came over to him rubbing his shoulders as she came around to the front of him placing a quick kiss to his forehead. 

“Baby why don’t you take a break”

“I can’t Y/N” The tone he had was cold, colder than with Gray was angry. She could sense that he was at his breaking point soon. She wanted to help him, wanted him to take a short break even if that meant her editing for him, which she had also done before.

“Baby take a break and I’ll edit for you” She went to click but gray had pushed her hand away causing her to delete a line of the edit. His face instantly dropping stone cold. He pushed out of the chair. See both Grayson and Y/N knew that he could just hit undo and it would all come back but to Gray, at that moment nothing but more work could fix what Y/N had done. He had hit his breaking point and Y/N knew instantly because though Gray can get mad he had never once looked directly into her face while she was basically up against a wall and yelled at her like he was doing right then. 

“See this is why I don’t need your fucking help Y/N you always fucking ruin everything, always fucking break everything. And you see. You see now I have to work fucking longer than I would have because you had to try to fucking help” The yelling was directed at her eye contact held the entire time. All she saw was the pure anger in his face. Until his hand raised and she flinched back. See gray wasn’t going to hit her he was going to rub his hand through his hair like he always did when he was angry or frustrated but this was different to Y/N. Gray did not get angry at her often. And like mentioned previously he always yelled, in general, he never yelled directly at her so when she saw his hand came up it instantly made her recoil. 

She watched Gray’s hand run through his hair after she stepped back, but she always watched as his face turned from hard to soft instantly. He looked at her and then to the door as he began to walk out. Y/N wanted to chase after him but she also knew that he may be just needed time to his self. But she didn’t hear his car start like it usually would after they fought. No, this time instead as she sat down on his bed, she watched him through the window. She watched him walk out the back door and sit down on the concrete near the pool his knees pulled to his chest his hands around them and his face buried down. She saw him shaking, saw his body jolting from the emotions running through him. See most girls probably would have ran, but Y/N was different, she knew Gray. Y/N knew Gray would never hurt her no matter how angry or upset with her she was she knew that he would never ever do anything to hurt her. She knew he needed time and she watched Ethan walk out to him. She knew she had time to kill because she didn’t want to interrupt Ethan and Gray so she sat at his computer undoing what she had deleted and spent 20 mins fixing the rest of the video and starting the export. She watched Ethan walk into the house while Gray’s shaking form stayed on the ground. Usually, Grayson would be fine after talking to Ethan, Ethan could usually get him out of his head. Y/N was scared that he was deep into his anxiety now. She knew she needed to talk to him now she knew she needed him maybe even more then he needed her at that moment. So she headed out to see him and as she walked to the back she passed Ethan on the way

“He’s really upset”

“I know”

“he shouldn’t have done that though, I mean the way he was yelling”

“I know”

“But he’d never hurt you”

“I know E, I’m upset but I’m not mad at him he was stressed but look next time you guys have to spend time fixing a video maybe take some of the editing from him, I mean I don’t know if you were doing other stuff but Gray needs help sometimes too. You know how he gets he needs you too”

“I should’ve helped him earlier I know but”

“Look I’d love to talk this out with you E, I really honestly would but I need your brother right now”

“He needs you to” Ethan walked away as she walked out the house sliding the glass door closed behind her. She walked right up to Gray instantly dropping to the ground next to him. He pushed away slightly not wanting to be a reason she was afraid.

“Gray” he looked to her the whisper of his name cracking as she spoke it

“Y/N I”

“I know Gray, it’s okay”

“It’s not. I should have never have been yelling at you regardless of what I planned to do with my hand you were scared of me. Your face, you were, you were terrified of the way I was yelling and, fuck I just. I’m sorry”

“I know you are, I know your sorry Gray and that’s all that matters” his body instantly fell into hers as she felt the shaking from his body. “Gray, baby stop, your gonna get yourself into a panic”

““I don’t want you to ever be scared of me. The fear that was in your eyes and written all over your face is something I never wanna see in my life again Y/N. I never want you to…” 

“Baby look at me, I trust you. I trust you to keep me safe. I trust you to not hurt me. I trust you okay” With a kiss to his lips the passion coursing through Gray grabbed her into a hug.

“Let’s go inside Gray” She stood up leading him into his bedroom as she climbed right into his bed moving the covers for him to get in as well.

“Baby I gotta finish”

“Already done Gray”

“Wha, what?”

“I finished it up when you went outside there was only a little left it’s exporting now”

“You finished it even when I yelled at you, even when I”

“Gray I told you, I know who you are. that moment doesn’t define you. You needed help you were upset and frustrated so yeah I finished it even though you yelled. I’ll always be there Gray”

“I love you”

“I love you too, now come cuddle me”

I’m gonna do more of a headcanon type for this.

- The entire week leading up to this you were a nervous wreck Gray constantly trying to calm you down “baby it’ll be fine, it won’t be that bad trust me” and you’d respond Hray you don’t know what child birth feels like the stories I’ve read” and with his “but I got you baby” in response

- But see you were scared shitless Gray even so much as telling you that you didn’t have to do it but you denied backing out because you made a promise to him to do this video with them.

- You were nervous as hell to do this video see the twins thrive when they are doing videos like this but you on the other hand hate them with a passion. You hate hurting yourself but you especially hate seeing Gray hurt

- See Ethan thought it was funny while you and gray were being nice he kept asking questions no one in their right kinda would know the answer too without some thought

- See here’s the other thing Ethan was in control when Gray needed to have it done to him. Which was fine until he decided to be funny and turned it up almost all he way, the pain making Gray scream and almost curl over throwing up. You slapped Ethan fully punched him three times in the shoulder before Gray held you telling you to calm down. You didn’t lie when you said you hated seeing him in pain. “Baby I’m okay” you slapped Ethan again “not the point Gray, don’t be a dickhead E”

- Then it came time for you to go, the parched were attracted to your stomach you laying flat on the ground and you got it wrong. Of course you did right, you were hoping that you could’ve gotten out of it without needing the simulator to go on, but that wasn’t the case. You started freaking out your breathing going heavy before Gray came over to you. “Hey hey if you don’t wanna do it you don’t have to baby”, “no Gray I, I promised”, “fine but I’m holding your hand”.

- He came over grabbing your hand in is “you got this baby” and Ethan turned it on the pain surging through your body. Grayson squeezing your hand in comfort helped you get through it at least.

- You got through all the rounds quite easily woth Grayson by your side but now it was time for the last round. It meant the simulator was up to 5 which was the max, and you were scared shitless literally shaking Grayson noticed is hand squeezing around yours. “Baby you can stop now”, “no gray I’m doing this”

- “fine” he rested his lips on your forehead but came up for a second “do it e” and his lips connected to your forehead as his hand was wrapped around yours and you got through it, with him. You may have screamed “ We are never having children Grayson I am going to kill you oh my god fuck!!!” but with out him you knew you’d never have been able to complete it.

- “you okay baby”, “yeah gray I just there was no way I could’ve done that without you”, “you never have to baby I will be here always; now, even when we have our own baby I will be here holding your hand just like I did now”

Y/N was the type of girl to do the same thing for a while but she wanted a changed craved for something to be different. She thought for hours on end about different things; a tattoo? no, she already had those, new style? no, she loved the way she dressed, new hair? now that spiked her interest. But could she cut her hair? I mean yes technically she could but it could change everything. But she needed it wanted something to change but she was scared. You see Y/N was dating Graydon Dolan. See gray was the sweetest guy in the world always showering Y/N with comments and small little notions of his love for her. But the only thing so vivid about Gray was how he loved running his fingers through Y/N’ s hair. She loved it too and she knew even if she did cut her hair it would only be up to her shoulders but somthing was stopping her. She was so scared of the way he would react. That maybe he would hate it. But despite all the fear coursing through her body she needed to cut her hair, she needed the change. She went along with it cutting her hair and not telling Grayson because she was too afraid of what he would say and too afraid of the reaction that it would cause. She was supposed to go to Grayson’s that afternoon but she was too afraid to even face him. She hid that entire day, well tried to, but every hour on the dot it was Gray asking for her to come over and hang out like she said she would. She kept blowing him off and he was catching on. So she went over to the Dolan house but first put on a hoodie thinking that if she kept the hood up then her hair could stay hidden.

But you see Gray was in a mood. Gray was tired so overly tired he was in a goofball state. And in that goofball mood, all he wants to do is mess with Y/N in any way possible. It started when she walked in the door the hair horn blasting and her jumping straight into his arms just like he wanted. She tightened the hood around her. 

“Are you okay babe?”“Yeah, why?”

“Cold?”

“I’m good I just love your hoodie”

“I mean I’m cool with that” Before she could even think she was being picked up and thrown onto the couch by Gray his hands coming up to her sides to tickle her. As she was thrashing around and smacking him her hood came down revealing her new haircut. That’s when Gray froze. She looked at him not realizing before his hand came up to her hair. She pushed him off running out of the house. As she was about to make it to her car she felt his hand grab hers. 

“Wow”

“I’m sorry gray. I’m sorry I didn’t tell you or get your opinion before…”

“Y/N stop. I love it. I love you. Wait, is that why you didn’t come over all day?”

“Maybe…”

“No matter what you do, no matter what your hair looks like I’ll still love you. Your hair is just hair, that changes nothing babe. You also don’t have to ask me if I’m gonna like it t come don’t get me wrong I love telling you my opinion but baby your hair your everything should be your choice. I should not get to determine that” Y/N hugged him instantly arms snaking around his waist as his lips came down onto her head. 

“You really like it”

“I do, I think it makes you look more badass and more mature, you look like a full-blown woman baby. I mean you always have but”