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secondly and more importantly how do you feel about the current Poli cave situation?? because like, the whole house is mad and against each other and everyone is choosing literally anyone but the other poles. I still deeply believe and ship this messy ass polycule but with so many conflicts it's getting complicated a bit I think and I wanted to ask what your thoughts are [:

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Ohhh yeah the situation right now in the poli cave. I’d say it’s a really interesting time for them right now actually. It’s really fascinating to me that yes, tensions are high, yes, they’re choosing other people over the polish cave and yes, they’re falling apart at the seams. BUT. BUT STILL THEY CARE SO MUCH.

Take multi and ewron for example. Yes, they had an intense talk today where they accused each other of different things. BUT. They are still somehow sticking together. In their weird fucked up way they still care about each other in one way or another. One thing that’s very interesting to me is how multi favours those closest to him. Because, logically. Who compromised his plans more, who got in his way more - Ewron or Juan? Of course Ewron. He repeatedly did things that multi did not like, that even caused multi trouble. But he is family. He can get away with more. And even during today’s talk, multi didn’t hurt him in any (physical) way. Of course he was manipulative as FUCK and said that he’d like him dead but. He still gave him a way to stay alive. He gave him a chance to get the pills. Is he a useful asset to have? Yeah, that’s probably why he kept him alive. BUT. Logically. Is his usefulness greater than the troubles he brings multi? I’d say it isn’t. I’d say, logically, if multi wanted to be optimal, he should have either just dismissed ewron or killed him. But he didn’t. And whether it is due to his twisted saviour complex or his attachment to this dysfunctional family, he still somehow cares. Even if he says it isn’t so. And ewron, in his weird way, cares too.

Another thing is ewron telling graf about juans death. While telling him, he was very blunt, didn’t probably care about graf’s feelings too much. BUT. After seeing his reaction, he immediately knew it was bad. And he was GENUINELY kind to him, offered support, offered to spend time with him. Didn’t pry into the subject too much when graf changed it to not speak about Juan. It was so… weird and heartwarming to see q!ewron just genuinely supportive, without any acting, without ulterior motives.

Well, and then there’s also graf and multi. Multi knows he’s slowly losing control and that is driving him INSANE. He made graf so much better and now he’s trying to break that? To make himself imperfect? He needs graf. He needs graf because he’s the loyal family he’s got left. He can always count on him and that won’t change because it can’t change, right? He won’t let it change. And graf’s side of the relationship…. It’s interesting to me that after spending so much time in nether, his chip probably significantly weakened, the first thing he does is go to multi. He goes to multi, asks him if there’s anything he needs help with. And it’s probably his chip starting to work again, but still, he returned to multi. He returned to him. I honestly can’t wait to see what happens when graf finds out how juan died - will he be strong enough to go against the chip and resent multi? Will the chip win? Will he overpower the chip and be hurt by what multi did, but still will be unable to truly hate him, hate his family? So many things that can happen

Quick quackity mention because im super curious if multi will agree to destroy the feds with him. As I mentioned in one of my previous posts, it’s probably smth he wants to do but on the other hand hes working with them and likeee. Hm. I’m wondering if right now he can be as honest with quackity as he was with multi in the moment where he told him about the kidnapping. During their last talk, I got a feeling from multi that he didn’t really want to say everything to quackity. Sooo… how much will he tell him? How honest will he be? Another thing that is bothering me is. Even though quackity still expressed that he wants to work with multi after what he did to juan, theres still something that’s bothering me. After that meeting, he wrote a book. A book with his emotions in it, mourning juan. And I can’t stop thinking about the fact how much juans death actually affected quackity. How he called him a pure soul, a soul that definitely wasn’t corrupted. And that might change some things between them. Quackity probably won’t abandon multi - he needs him to destroy the feds. But. I’m not sure if they’ll be the same after that death. I’m not sure if quackity can still treat him the same after he watched juan die and did nothing.