I never meant to fall in love with you.
Send “I never meant to fall in love with you.” for my Muse’s reaction.
@governingmouse
Well, fuck. Her mouth opened and then closed again without leaving any words to be heard. She had no idea what to say. Speechlessness was something Bridget Westfall wasn’t used to and she didn’t like it. Why was it so hard to find the proper response to that? It wasn’t the first time she’d heard the words from another woman. Not by far. By now she knew when to get out before it ever got to that. Before emotions started to evolve at all.Still, it happened. Some women got attached. And when she did get the ‘I love you’, that was when she took off at the very latest. But never without knowing what to say. Usually something along the lines of not wanting to play with their feelings.Now, if there was anyone for whom that couldn’t have been more true, it was the woman right in front of her. Of course Vera was the last person whose feelings she’d ever want to toy with or manipulate in any other way, she’d been subjected to way too much of that as it was. So why the fuck were her words failing her now? Why couldn’t she fucking bring herself to tell her that she didn’t love her? And why the fuck hadn’t she noticed anything? She knew Vera, knew her well. There was no way she could have missed the growing attachment, was there? Surely there had to have been signs… and in hindsight… yes, there definitely were. So why the fuck hadn’t she ended things back then?What was she even doing still standing here, staring into the deep blue eyes in front of her as if those might just hold the answer? ‘I don’t love you.’ Words, nothing more. Why did they refuse to leave her tongue?Well, fuck.“I think I love you too.”












