Finding out and tell to him
After the decision to have a baby together, Jaebeom and I tried no stop for more than six months. Let’s say that this story of the son has made him more excited than usual. And when I say more I mean even three times a day, if not more.
But despite the various attempts ( how does his dick never get tired is a mystery) still nothing. Many pregnancy tests have been done and all negative.
My mood is really sluggish and I feel depressed that my body can’t give him a baby.
I had heard from the doctor a few days ago, we had done some tests and both my and his results were all good, nothing could prevent us from procreating. You just had to be patient. That’s all.
Now he and I were on the bed, both naked and sweaty for yet another attempt to get pregnant.
"I hope this time it’s the right one. Although I’m never gonna get tired of fucking and I’m sure I’ll miss it when you get pregnant, but I already know it’s worth it. I hope little Lim or little Lim doesn’t keep us waiting much longer." said he as he spooned me with his chest touching my back.
I already knew that even this attempt would probably be useless. I almost lost all hope. But if we’re both fine, why can’t I get pregnant? Why do I always have to suffer to see the pregnancy test always negative? I hate when I see Jaebeom’s happiness dying from yet another failure, I had already lost in being a mother.
Subconsciously, some tears started to come out of my eyes.
Jaebeom probably felt my sobs as he took my face with his hand to turn to him. His eyes filled with worry. He already knew why I felt this way and it broke his heart to see his partner in pieces.
"Hey, kitten. Look at me," he said as he dried my tears " I hate to see you like this. Please, we just have to be patient. Whether we want three months, or six, a year or more I’ll always be at your side. At most there are many other ways to have children," he said gently.
"Then we will not stop trying and said to each other, if I want many times to get you pregnant, well...I do not complain. It’s always a pleasure to make love to you."
A small smile appeared on my lips for his words.
"Here’s your little smile. Don’t lose it again, okay?" he said as he kissed my forehead.
"Now if you don’t mind, I have to go to the agency. I’ll see you tonight. Yes?" he nodded as he got out of bed to get ready to leave.
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A few hours later I was busy cooking lunch for myself. Every time Jaebeom left for work, a part of me always missed him, even for a few hours. I think I’m totally dependent on him.
While I was busy cooking eggs, I felt a pungent smell, too strong. It made me nauseous. A retching of vomit came up suddenly and ended up moving quickly towards the sink to empty the stomach.
I never threw up. Even when I was really sick. A light bulb lit up in my head.
I ran quickly to the bathroom and opened the shelves and grabbed one of the pregnancy tests I had bought myself long ago.
I peed on it and waited for the minutes.
When the test sounded, I started to get dizzy with anxiety. What if it was still negative? It would break my heart again... But I got used to the familiar feeling now, didn’t I? Right?
I took the test in my hand and closed my eyes. I took courage and when I turned it over to see the result I opened them again.
Two lines... Wait... TWO LINES!!
I’m PREGNANT. I couldn’t believe it, after so much time and suffering Jaebeom and I were going to be parents!!
How could I tell Jaebeom? I had to surprise him. An idea appeared in my head.
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I was on my way to Jaebeom’s studio at Higher Music with a little box in my hand. I left right after I discovered the result to get everything I needed for the surprise of the news.
I knocked on his door and when his voice told me to come inside, so I did.
"Hey, baby. What are you doing here? And what’s in your hand."
"Hey love. That? No nothing. It’s just a little surprise for you to thank you for being so patient with me this time of year. I must have been unbearable, huh?"
He shook his head laughing "Don’t worry. For you it must have been stressful and I can understand you. Now.. my little surprise?"
Laughing I handed him the box and the moment he opened it his body froze while his eyes were looking for my gaze.
"Are you serious? Are you really..."
And as he nodded, he put the box on the desk and wrapped me in a huge hug and tears-filled eyes and said, "You made it small. We’re gonna be parents..."
"No love. We did it. Together. As a team."
I’d been in America for a couple of months now. Mark and I started to live together right after I got here, and life was more than perfect.
But today would have been the day of the best change in our lives.
During the transfer process we tried several times to start our family and after not even a few weeks already a positive test was in my hands.
I did it a few days ago and I can not describe the immense joy of seeing the two small lines, especially because I did not expect that in such a short time a mini Mark was already in my belly.
I must remind myself in the future that Mr. Tuan has too energetic "swimmers".
I waited a while to tell him, especially because I didn’t want to be trivial. It wasn’t my style to just show the positive test.
No no. Mark is a boy with an easy tear, you can actually count in one hand how many times he hasn’t cried. But for this news I really wanted to give him a cascade of tears for happiness. I want it to be a real surprise.
Now I was at work. The agency where I was hired was perfect. The colleagues were adorable and the CEO was a very understanding man and always came to meet us for any need.
I was on my lunch break with a colleague I had bonded with very quickly.
"Are you pregnant? Really? Congratulations," she said excited. She was the only one who knew the news and smiled that she was happy for me.
"Does your boyfriend know about it?"
"Not yet, but I would like to give him the news soon. I wanted to surprise him, but honestly I have no ideas. Just zero"
"Really? If I can give you an idea, I know the owner of a shop who creates handicrafts for any occasion. If you want I’ll call him and he can give you a little discount on my behalf."
"Really? You’re a love. Why didn’t I meet you before?" she said embracing her.
She said, "Of nothing, but you know what you want them to create for you?"
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It was evening. Mark had just come home after a long day at the studio. He was devastated, and he was relaxing on the couch, watching some TV shows.
I was in the kitchen with Milo in my arms while I tried to fix in the collar the small box with surprise for my partner.
We all know what his reaction would have been, and that’s all I was waiting for.
Once he finally stares at him without causing discomfort to the little puppy, it was time he knew the news.
"Yes, honey?" she said in a tired voice.
"Can you please call yourself Milo in the living room. He wants cuddles but I’m too busy to finish dinner."
Hearing his dad calling, Milo began to wriggle out of my arms to run towards him.
The moment I walked into the living room to Mark, I waited a little while..
"What’s with the puppy collar? What’s mom put on it?"
Ok now it’s time to count. Three, two, one...
Smiles as he heard him get up quickly from the couch to run towards me. As soon as he entered the kitchen I found a mark with tears in his eyes who did not want to stop coming down.
"Is that right? Baby, am I gonna be a dad? Isn’t that a joke?"
He embraced him and immediately put his face in the recess of my neck while the tears wet my skin.
"Yes. Little Markie Pooh will be the father of a beautiful child," I told him as I caressed his back gently.
He kept sobbing and sighing. The shoes and that note I gave him had more effect than I expected.
Soo Young and I were waiting for the results of the tests that they had done to me practically as soon as he had given me the news of a possible pregnancy.
Now that you think about it, it can make sense. The symptoms seem to match all of them and besides, I had never felt that way.
I had been vomiting for a week and I found myself sleeping in various places. Then I have to say that that night when I think I got pregnant, Jinyoung came back strangely horny and fucked me like there was no tomorrow.
But the protection was used? Boh. Possibility that it was not actually used? Now 99,99%.
To note: Jinyoung horny? Put the prescription sign "put the condom, before entering my vagina".
Soo Young held my hand and looked at me with a look of hope? Did she want to be an aunt? Really?
When the doctor came back with some papers in his hand and a little smile. "Well, Miss Park. I inform you that our hypotheses have been confirmed. She’s four weeks pregnant. Congratulations to you and your partner."
I bleached. Next time I put on my chastity belt to protect myself from a horny Jinyoung.
The doctor noticed my pallor, "What’s going on, miss? Are you feeling ill? Look, it’s normal to feel fatigued at the beginning of the first trimester. I’m going to prescribe some prenatal pills for you to take this time of year. Avoid eating raw food like sushi and try not to drink alcohol and smoke. His body is strong. She’ll have a healthy baby or girl in nine months."
I couldn’t believe it. A little Park Jinyoung is in my belly. The news shocked me a lot because Jinyoung and I never really talked about having children. Of course he told me that one day he wanted a family, but so soon? Now that he is busy and focused on his career as an actor?
The doctor’s voice awakened me from my state of shock.
"If you like, can we already see the little one?"
"Of course you want to see him. Can his future favorite aunt attend?" interrupted me Soo Young turning to the doctor.
"Sure. Please lie down on the bed while I apply the gel on your belly. It’s a bit cold"
When he put that strange substance on my stomach a thousand thoughts assailed me including one more of all. How to tell him?
The doctor placed the contraption and on the belly and immediately after an image appeared in the small screen of the ultrasound machine.
"Do you see this? This little bean? This is your baby," he told me as he pointed to a small black spot on the screen.
Is this my son and Jinyoung’s son? But he’s very young. One wren. I don’t know why, but my eyes couldn’t get away from that speck.
"Perfect. Everything looks good. I’ll see her again in a couple of months. Follow everything I said earlier. Take care of yourself and do not exert yourself. In this period too much fatigue could lead to a miscarriage. Let your partner help you".
When the visit was over, Soo Young was so excited to be an aunt. When I think of a little Jinyoung playing by chance and being taken in arms by his dad makes me smile. Maybe it wouldn’t have hurt to be a parent.
"Oh God I’ll be an aunt. I’ll spoil my grandchild or my granddaughter to death. I’ll be her godmother, won’t I? Ahh I can’t wait nine months to see him."
Laughs at her euphoria "Calm down. I just found out I’m pregnant. Also you have to warn your brother"
"Oh it’s true. I honestly didn’t think my brother would have sexual desires. I can’t think of the two of you...oh God my poor, chaste mind," she said as she pretended that a shiver hit her body.
"Trust your brother has them. But he can also be very sweet"
"You’re right, but sometimes he seems like a robot. But I love him very much. How will you tell him?"
"I have one. Give me the ultrasound and let me do it".
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Jinyoung and I were dining quietly, but my thoughts passed to the child at Soo Young. That had in mind.
"So how was your visit today? Did the doctor tell you anything?"
"Just a small bacterium. Quiet darling. I will heal in no time". Well nine months is not so little time...
"Oh well. I was so worried, but I’m glad you’ll be okay," he said as he stroked my hand.
Suddenly the doorbell rang.
"Who could possibly be at this hour: I’m going to see," he said as he got up from the table.
After a few minutes he came back with an envelope that said "Good News for Daddy Park".
"There was no one at the door, just this little envelope on the floor... It says "Daddy Park". It’s probably for my dad and he got the wrong house. I’m not a dad yet".
I lowered my head so I wouldn’t see my redness. "Right? Is it for my dad right? Am I not a dad yet? Right?"
To my lack of response. Jinyoung began to hastily open the envelope to be inside my ultrasound this afternoon.
Jinyoung’s eyes got stuck on a small writing that was under the image "I can’t wait to meet you dad".
"Y/n is not a bacterium that made you feel bad, but my son?"
"Jinyoung just found out today. I didn’t know I was pregnant until a few hours ago. I’m excited to be a mom, but I’m scared because it was so sudden and..."
I didn’t have time to finish the sentence that closed my mouth with a kiss.
When our lips broke, a huge smile framed his face.
"We’re going to be parents. We just have to be happy about it. I love you so much" and then he knelt on his knees and kissed my belly. "I love you too, little boy or little girl. Even Dad can’t wait to meet you"
It was Jackson’s birthday and today he was exactly 27 years old. We were at his parents' house to celebrate.
The house was full of joy to celebrate little Wang Puppy. We had just arrived in Hong Kong, especially because Jackson lacked his family and wanted to focus mainly on his agency "Team Wang" in a place close to his loved ones.
He convinced me to come with him, begging me with his big puppy eyes. How to say no to him? I could not deny him this possibility, I would have felt selfish, even if a part of Heaven had left her in Korea with her second family, the Got7s.
In this period of three months Jackson and I have tried many times to start our family, but with many difficulties. With the first negative tests his smile did not disappear, indeed he told me "Well we go back to the room to try again, no?" But after three months and as many negative pregnancy tests, I was starting to notice a kind of discomfort in his expressions. He wanted to be a father so badly, but the goal seemed to go further and further.
I decided to organize this party to cheer him up a bit and to distract him a few hours from the thoughts of the child.
But what Jackson didn’t know yet was that just yesterday, while he was out of the house, out of curiosity I did a test and two nice lines appeared. I was over the moon to be a parent to the man I loved most in the world. It was also a perfect opportunity to give him a special gift by giving him the news he wanted so much in this last period.
We were sitting at the table eating cake, me, Jackson and his mom. Must have been the cravings or something, but I was literally binging on the plate.
"Love. Calm down. I’ve never seen you so greedy for sweets. Usually you leave them to others. Then eat slowly. Your swollen cheeks make you look like a squirrel," Jackson said, pinching my cheeks.
"I don’t know what I’ve got tonight, but I feel like i wanna et something sweet. Then the cake your mom made is really good"
Her mother, Sophia, smiled at my compliment and began to stare at me lovingly. "Thank you. You’re too kind. Jacky, you found a really good girl".
Jackson looked at me satisfied. He seemed very proud of me as a companion, but his mother continued her speech.
"You look better than usual tonight. It’s almost like you’re glowing. Are you pregnant?" he laughed as he looked at me.
At his comment I began to blush. Maybe really that mothers have an infallible intuition. He had already guessed and I had not yet said anything.
"No mom. We’re trying, but still nothing." Jackson sadly said.
I couldn’t keep him waiting much longer.
"Um...yeah, we’re actually trying. But for now, let me go get your present, honey," I said as I got up from the table to get the package.
When I went back to the kitchen and handed it to him, his usual smile returned that I loved so much.
"Thanks, baby, but you didn’t have to."
"Come on, open up. I think you’re gonna love it" smiles.
He tore the wrapping paper to find a small box. When he opened it his eyes opened wide and already some tears began to form.
They were two small cups engraved with "Papa Bear" and "Mama Bear".
"I’m pregnant, Jackson. We’re gonna be parents. Happy birthday."
He took my face in his hands and started kissing me repeatedly as he kept saying, "I love you. Thank you. I love you so much."
Mrs Wang looked at us amazed " But mine was just a joke about you being pregnant. So I’m really going to be a grandmother?"
Jackson nodded and as he caressed my belly, he replied " Exactly. Now the Wang family will get even bigger and noisier with this new baby. Especially if he will take from his daddy”
