#got7inmy

The staff was counting and i was the 7th in row(talk about lucky number!) so i got a seat. 

So directly behind was JB and i think on his right was Jackson?( i kept looking to my right so i didn’t know who was behind me, sorry). so basically it was jackson, JB, Yugyeom, Bambam, Youngjae? Mark?, Jinyoung. i was sitting directly in front of JB

FIRST THING I DID THE MOMENT I SAT DOWN WAS STARE AT THESE GOD LIKE PEOPLE BEHIND ME IN JUST PURE AWE! like trust me i could see how WHITE everyone was. I looked at Jb and he was so close! i kind of squealed a Hiiiiiiiiiiiii to them and Jb was like hi! YES JB SAID HI TO ME and i couldn’t believe it myself. 

i was staring at Bambam because that boy is gorgeous. seriously look at the photos he had silver hair and lenses that made me feel like i shouldn’t look anywhere else but at him. i was thinking in my head to ask him to dab with me but omg i was so damn awestruck all i could say was f*cking hi again and again. he smiled tho. i kinda died.

Ok so if you follow me, you should know i am a Jinyoung stan but he was too damn far for me to even look at. so when the photos were done i was a woman on a mission!

JINYOUNG HAD TO NOTICE ME

so i was holding my Jinyoung fan(courtesy of summer sunshine) and had my other hand waving. i was squealing bye and thanks as i walk past the rest of the members but my eyes were damn set on Jinyoung. 

the moment he saw me he was nodding his head and looking at me and my fan like ‘yes, i see that you are my fan, yes, that is my name on that fan, yes, i see you, yes, hello’ and we had eye contact because i was trying so hard to let him know I WOULD F*CKING DIE FOR HIM! of course he was probably used to this and nodded at me again and again trying to ensure me that he sees me. 

i was lame and he knew that. but he waved and nodded at me anyway. 

i want that image engraved on my brain and tattooed on body. it was so surreal. the most embarrassing part is when he looked away from me, i legit did a ‘heart attack’ squeal (yes the one that jackson does) 

he might have heard me but i was too far gone yo. 

Park Jinyoung thank you. also GOT7 thank you for a great night. i’ll do another post about highlights of the show and maybe post fancams. let’s just see.