#got triggered

Every time my mom expresses concern for a child's well-being I feel a physical sickness overtake me. When my dad would spank us he'd have us pull down our pants and panties so we'd "feel it." Mom would threaten us with "wait till your dad gets home!" She knew. I don't remember it, but mom told me she caught my uncle jacking off in our bedroom door way once. Marvin, mom's ex-husband, would smack and grab my ass as hard as he could in front of everyone, then do her next. My brother's girlfriend, we used to be friends in middle school together; I would stay the night at her house and her older sister would call us into the bathroom while she was naked and made us clean her.