He remembers big news press events before a big launch, but that was normal. And controlled. Sitting at a table in uniform with his crew as cameras flashed and normal questions like âis it true you needed your motherâs permission to fly this mission?â were asked in level volumes. Shiro had been proud then of his work, chin high and eyes bright as he charmed every person in the room. Lance had had nothing on him. Heâd soaked up the buzz and awe like dry desert.
This is so much worse. The lions canât protect them from nosy assholes without stepping on them. Though the thought is tempting, these arenât enemies. Despite his racing heart and cold sweat his life isnât at risk. His reputation maybe, but that had been dragged through the mud before. Even though this is different and he has no idea why any of these people know even fragments of things heâd never so much as breathed to the team. Things he kept locked somewhere far far away under the weight of a lion.
At least he hadnât bolted and left Hunk to fend for himself. There had been nowhere to go but back inside and the idea of being confined with a horde outside makes him feel worse. Shiroâs hands shake even in the safety of Yellow. He still isnât entirely sure he isnât about to throw up-which would do a terrible job of brushing off the ambush as nothing. It sticks to him like olkarion sap.
Did someone know? Had they said anything? Was it just conspiracy rumors or did they know something? Heâd been so careful. Kept his neck covered on the off chance anyone could read galran. Kept a death grip on the lie about going missing in the void field with everyone else, scoffed at mentions of anything else. Told himself the bragging was only internal or someone wouldâve known he was alive sooner. As twisted and fucked as the empire was, at least they hadnât broadcast his return to the universe.
Black reminds him to breathe, so close she could risk scraping yellow metal. They should absolutely go somewhere else. Somewhere other people donât exist and he can see the sky and move around and maybe hit something. âYeah. Please.â Shiro isnât sure heâs speaking English so he nods just in case. Black purrs some locations to all three of them.