making a big change is distressing for sure, i respect and understand that. but this is the best time to do it. making this decision will effect the REST of your life. the next 50+ YEARS of your life. do you want to be stuck with what you have right now, and live with this for the next decades of your life? or do you want to change, make a better decision that will make your life easier and happier in the longrun? if you want to change your path, this is the best time to do it. hell, there are 35-year-old women who go back to college to start up a career after being stay-at-home moms. i swear you will be fine. the biggest problem you'll have with the 19-year-old schoolmates is that you'll probably feel too awkward to go to college parties with them lol. it's not a huge loss. i'm rooting for you!!
thank you so much for the ask, i desperately need advice/feedback/to feel like someone is hearing and seeing what is happening etc so i appreciate this so so much !
i think you're right, there's just so much to figure out and i'm rly afraid of like...feeling alone in my experiences and also i'm afraid that switching paths like this will just keep prolonging the inbetween/transitional stage without yielding results ! also financially this is terrifying :') aaaa i think ur right i didnt really think of it as like...sacrificing 5 yrs for success 50 years etc i hope it'll be okay ! right now i feel sleepless and really...sunken? there's no other way to describe the feeling, it just feels like my life is like . over. idk. im trying to be ok ! i hope i will be okay
