#goingonandon

Well my friend told me to start write, So here it goes.

Lets start whats been going. Life, it crazy not sure what to write i never am, weather its about fall in love, been happy or just been sad.

Lets start with a bit about me. So i live in a small town just outside of chesterfield where everyone knows everyone. Met some amazing people and some people i wish to forget. I moved out the Greece for i few month to be a nanny, to get away from the small town i call my home.

came back to a totally different place then what it was before. The people had not changed but I had. So i am 21 nearly 22 and done a lot of things in the crazy small town, what child hasn’t done somethings they shouldn’t.

Any enough about that, happy everyone should be happy right. i always say ‘also be who you want to be, but as a teenager, that can be hard. At school all i wanted was people around that i trusted, strange hey, most girls just want to be liked and have as many friends as they want, but nope not me I just wanted someone who was there for me.

I been to  different school all the same as the last. the means girls, the ones that everyone loved, the kids that always got into trouble and then kids like me who just wanted to keep there heads down and get though every da without any trouble. I had friends, oh a lot of friends, mean bitchy just like any girls you know in school. Then  grow up and that a different story.

If one thing has shown me from my 5 different school to coming home from Greece, that would be always been kind to the people you don’t know and they people you do. one day you may need some to be kind to you, just like everyone does.

That where my partner comes into it. He a lot older... Well not that much older, but he is funny kind and sometimes a pain in the ass but no one is perfect. However he is to me. I met him in Sheffield, on the bus believe it or not, in one of the darkest moments of my teenage life i was 19 just come out for a bad relationship i been in for three years. He made me smile, just by just standing and have a cigarette and asking how i was. for two years i got on and off that bus smiling saying hello. until he told me one day i look gorgeous as i got off the bus one day. i will never forget that day. 

its crazy how things changed, that one day made me feel good about myself. and that what everyone need that one person to be kind to make someones day. i think what i am trying to say is think before you say anything to anyone or about anyone.

You could be like be dreaming of a better place or just a better little town. with people that care and that are happy.