read in 2018 — rush, samantha towle.
i’m human, ari. i made a mistake. a colossal mistake. but it wasn’t because i didn’t love you. it’s because i love you so fucking much. i can’t breathe without you. i always knew what it was like to be needed by my kid brother and sister, even my fucking dad, but i didn’t know what it was like to need someone, and i fucking need you, ari…so much.














