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@giftober 2023 | Day 13: “Clocks” | The Greatest Showman (2017)

So I work at a secondhand bookstore and today I found this Veggietale’s knockoff in a forgotten cubbyhole. I don’t know what to make of it. We had to throw it away bc of that nasty tear. Sad day.

“When You have a Bad day, Call Jesus...” When I don’t have the words to say, I Call Jesus @danianddannah I have this as my Motto... 💓 every time there’s a Riff .. this tune comes to mind 🖤🎶✔️ #catchy #tune #song #mix #callJesus #motto #itworks #doit #tryit #GodRocks #call #phoneAfriend #danianddannah #cutiepies #blessed

Thank u God for a second chance at life...u have blessed me. #amen #godrocks #thankyou #hallelujah please check out my song to God when I was deep in my addiction.. It's called cry for help #cryforhelp www.soundcloud.com/ginamikel4 https://www.instagram.com/p/BxfPdHDHo9a/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1wn1g0d4lvzjo

FIGHTING the FEAR ⚔️🛡 // A Very VULNERABLE Post \\ Moms last night in town we wanted to get together for dinner with Some family. ALL DAY LONG, as it poured Rain, the Wind BLEW Sideways and the Sky was a Stormy Gray, I CONTEMPLATED My Going Out in Public for the first time since Dec. 20th. (other than to Doctor appts). HOW Was THIS going to pan out? HOW was I going to Get through the FEAR, INSECURITY of Stares, Silent Whispers, etc.? We’re Going to dinner, but I Don’t want to eat.. For FEAR of the RUDE Comments or Looks.. I KNOW I have a MEDICAL issue that has Brought my Appearance to THIS Point, but THEY Don’t... and Quite Frankly, in TODAYS SOCIETY, they Wouldn’t Care, I Would Still Be JUDGED by my OUTER APPEARANCE regardless of Reason. I canNOT Shut Myself Away! I canNOT Worry about Others! I Am STRONGER than My FEAR, My INSECURITIES! I was Doing So GOOD with @cataclysm_fitness and the #iCOMMITfam All last year! I made GREAT Progress. Most IMPORTANTLY, in my MINDSET. I Felt INCREDIBLE!! My Energy Level was Better Than Ever and My OUTLOOK was So POSITIVE. So WHY is it I’m here Today, ALLOWING this GARBAGE Of What OTHERS Think, affect ME?!? The ENEMY!!! STRAIGHT UP... He will Try and Do ANYTHING his Weasley peon slithering self can do to Rob, Steal & Destroy our Joy! So IM STANDING UP TALL, THROWING On My Combat Boots and I’m FIGHTING this FEAR! It’s WAR TIME!!! ⚔️🖤🔥🛡 #lifeSucksAtTimes #Live #GodDOESNT #GodRocks #beStrong #faith #focus #hope #peace #positive #mindset #ridicule #ignoreIt #justSmile #peopleAreCruel #shine #light #insideBeauty #inspire #others #encourage #GodIsGood #love #hillsong #beanie #channel #box #getit #support #ministry https://www.instagram.com/p/BtaI5g1lBO1/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=10cui30l8lwfb

Some days you have those magical moments. Yesterday was one of them. It’s even difficult to explain to others how incredibly wonderful this was. I met a friend at a coffee shop and she had mentioned that she was going to see me to some very very dear friends of mine. So they decided to stop by and surprise me. After hours of talking we all decided to have Honeybear join us and walk down the street to enjoy taco Tuesday at a local Mexican restaurant in San Juan Capistrano. These people are so dear to me it’s hard to put into words. First of all Chuck Butler was the minister who married John and I. He also was significantly important to my project on abuse against women. Derek was the facilitator of a creative arts group at North Coast Calvary church where I was also encouraged and supported in my project. And Jody had a significant role in supporting me and getting my project done. She volunteered so many times to help me with that huge endeavor to make it happen. It’s no coincidence that all of us are meeting right now because I will have some great news and then next couple of months to share with you all. God in his infinite wisdom and love is perfectly outlining everything for good and for a blessing upon me and everyone. #godrocks #friendsforlife #miraclesdohappen #believe #blessedlife #cancercure #trustGod #cancer #breastcancer #metastaticbreastcancer #metavivor #mbc (at El Adobe de Capistrano)