MOM + emmi talking about the twins
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"They came into the world holding onto each other. The midwife had to separate their hands. I've never stopped thinking about that."
She is quiet for a moment in the way of someone sorting through things too carefully folded to unfold quickly.
"Valyalina has her father's patience and my stubbornness and the water's good sense, which is more than either of us can claim. She learned the Deep things. The Slow things. She becameโ"
Something softens. Something that has not softened in a long time. "She became what I had hoped to give them both."
A breath. Then:
"Feyd-Rautha wasโ"
She stops. Starts again.
"He was so loud." Not unkindly. The way a beautiful, destructive storm is described. "Valya would sit at the water for hours and Feyd would throw rocks into it just to see what happened. Just to make it respond." A smile. "He always needed the world to respond to him. I used to think that would serve him well."
She thinks of the last time she saw him small. Whether she had known, holding him, that it was the last time. Of course: she must have. Valya is not alone in Knowing and Seeing and Haunting.
"They were so different and so exactly the same. Valya knew what the water was saying. Feyd justโ" a pause, "he just wanted it to know he was there."
Something crosses her face that doesn't quite resolve into any one thing. "Vladimir took that from him too. That particular loudness. What came back was something quieter and much more dangerous and I stillโ"
There is no end to that sentence.
"I raised one child and loved two. Thatโs the whole of it. Thatโs all Iโve ever been able to say about it."















