#gocho

includes: angst, but comfort.. trust.. + some gaslighting gojo

plot: choso tries to be satoru’s perfect lover, but he can’t help but feel as if he was replacement for satoru’s first love, suguru geto.

a/n: this is my first fic… be patient, okay?! and english isn’t my first language, so i apologize in advance for any mistakes!

Choso sat in bed as he watched Satoru get ready for the night. His eyes trailed along Satoru’s bare back, his mind flickering to last night’s activities.

He felt a sharp ache in his chest when he thought about it.

Satoru had leaned into his ear and whispered a hasty, “I love you.” Choso questioned if he truly meant it.

When they first began dating, Satoru would accidentally call him ‘Suguru.’ He’d mention inside jokes between the two, then quickly realize that Choso did not understand.

Choso tore his eyes away from Satoru as he walked towards their.. Satoru’s bed. He felt the bed dip as the taller man sat down.

He desperately held onto the pillow beneath his head as he blinked away the forming tears. His heart hurt. It stung even more when Satoru wrapped his arms around him. He hummed in satisfaction and began pecking light kisses on Choso’s cheek.

“Please stop.” Choso mumbled. It was unlike him. He pretended to not enjoy the affection, but Satoru knew he did deep down.

“Huh?” Satoru let out, sounding like a complete idiot.

Choso stood up. His arms crossed over his chest and he had a pitiful expression on his face.

Satoru knew that look all too well. It meant he was close to crying. Choso was very open about his emotions—that was one of the reasons Satoru had grown to like him.

“Hey, hey.. what’s wrong? Cho. Don’t ignore me.” Satoru’s voice got a little firmer at the end of his sentence. It was the kind of tone he’d so rarely use with his students.

“Do you love me?”

A beat went by.

“What a stupid question.” Satoru scoffed. “Of course, I d-“

“I mean, really.” Choso clarified. “Do you love me? Please be honest, Satoru.”

Satoru was, admittedly, a bit offended. Did Choso actually think he didn’t love him? What a stupid thing to believe! Sure, maybe Satoru showed his love in odd ways, but it was definitely there.

“I do love you.” Satoru let out a huff of slight annoyance. “I can’t believe you’d think otherwise. You know, Cho, I think it’s really funny how-“

Choso almost immediately cut off Satoru again. He was the only person alive who could get away with that.

“Sometimes, I can’t tell.” He sighed shakily. “You confuse me with Geto all the time. A-and it hurts, Satoru.” The hoarseness in Choso’s voice embarrassed him, while it grated on Satoru’s nerves.

“You’re kidding.” Satoru deadpanned. “It’s just a force of habit! It’s not that serious, either, Cho. You’re just overthinking it, like you do everything else.”

They both knew that was both correct and incorrect.

“But, Satoru..” Choso trailed off. He couldn’t find the proper words to explain his thoughts. They were too jumbled up to really understand, anyway.

“Choso, baby, just come back to bed. I’m tired, you’re tired.. let me cuddle you.”

Satoru’s offer was awfully tempting. So tempting that Choso gave in.

A small, satisfied smile parted Satoru’s perfect lips. He admired the pout on his boyfriend’s face before leaning in. He cupped Choso’s cheeks and kissed him oh-so-tenderly.

He could feel Choso’s reluctance to kiss back. Satoru ran a hand through his brown hair to relax him. It worked, just as Satoru had hoped.

“Suguru is my past. You’re my present and future, Cho.”

He slid his arms around Choso’s waist once again. He pulled him closer, bringing him to his lap. He slumped down with the smaller man in his lap.

“Promise?” Choso’s voice broke the brief silence.

“I swear.”

😎: Yuuji asked me to teach you more how to live as a modern human. Also if you work here at school you can make a better living with more stable income.

🩸: Yuuji is the kindest kid. He loves me and cares about my well-being *smiles smugly*

😎: He said if you get a stable job as one of the staff then he can finally go to missions alone again without you following him all the time. You annoy him with that so he just tries to get you out of his hair.

🩸: Yuuji is in his rebellious phase.

😎: Whatever. Anyway, I've never seen grades this low before. Even Yuuji's language tests have better results than these. Could it be that you're not good at reading and writing?

Choso can't accept that, as a big brother he needs to set an example for his little brother.

🩸: It's not that. I was just feeling under the weather when I took the test.

😎: Okay. Then let's try again. Read the words in no. 1 and 2. You should be familiar with these since you know them a lot.

🩸: alright.

😎 : How do you read no. 1? (the kanji for Getou)

🩸: Natsuabura (summer oil).

😎: ....

😎: No. 2? It's something you eat with Yuuji before. (kanji for senbei=rice crackers, the word 'before' in Japanese is mae)

🩸: *squinting his eyes, trying hard* Mae...mochi.

😎:

In which Satoru Gojo pesters Choso, falls in love and gets to go on a date with him.

Rated E, one-shot, fluff and smut, there's a plot twist at the end. Check it out if you like some smexy GojoxChoso in action :)

Onii-chan who is teased by Gojo (Technical College if?)

😎 Ah, it's Choso! *pats his head* there there (lol)

🩸*flinch* !?

😎 You're always working hard, great job~ Onii-chan.

😎 I'll give you a compliment, there you go, good boy!

🩸Ha? Stop it!

🩸I'm a b-big brother!!? It's-

😎 *thinking* he's interesting~ are you embarrased? (Referring to his blush)

🩸it's my cursed technique!

😎 ...

🩸 aaaaah don't look!

This art is the first Gocho art that I found last year and single-handedly made me ship them...there are more now if you type 五脹 on twt or pxiv