My Tumblr journey, or how I came to not give a sh*t anymore.
Living with Duke Berith, our demons, angels et al., becoming an architect, Glasya-Labolasā sm*t scripts, the disoriented demonolater community, the search for truth of spirit and myth, and coming out: in service of The Wrathful Storm God Yahweh, yours little Demon Queen truly is writing her probably most honest blog entry ever.
I started my blog originally as living together with beloved Duke Berith and Haagentiās elites, who were teaching me how to become an architect. The short witchy path was never really mine. I kept on identifying as a warlock and little sanctuary host. Entries were about our spirit family, what happened daily in our house, and how I boldly suggested for us all to gain even more influence. Maybe there are others we can teach? Letās write our thoughts into the world, on this little blog, probably as a niche in a niche in a niche, I thought. We have more famous names at home, but I didnāt want to build my blog on them or worse to make it look like my whole personality. Your girl here knew she wouldnāt reach a huge following with this content, but it was fine, maybe it was enjoyable for someone.
Glasya-Labolas joined the entries as the second known name, mostly remembered like Berith from The Lesser Key of Solomon, a book I absolutely despise today. He taught me, beside others, about the element fire. To wield it and embrace it. Thereās no need to fear the heat. And heat, thatās also what you find in our scripts together, sm*t actually. I told Glasya I just couldnāt post it, although it might be fun to provoke, but thatās exactly what demonology blogs are flooded with: wannabees and fake godspouses. When I saw a blog I sometimes checked, always negative. Yeah, I know, Iām ājust jealous.ā I didnāt want to sound like one, nor like the hypocrite. Is anyone even channeling, when my demons protested beside me seeing these posts, I rhetorically asked myself. Targeted entities would take care of it, known demons do not crossbind and they will never tolerate sexual harrasment of humans. Still back then I felt not safe in this environment. Glasya smiled, I told him, āLater.ā and the blog took a break while I was also thinking if I should write more against old grimoires. Command the demon? It made me sick, theyāre no tools. Theyāre the ones I cook for. I really took a break, to come back later.
Time passed, titles were added to my list, and I upgraded my psychic senses with demonic procedures. Itās brutal. Demons ask for permission only in the beginning and then they proceed without mercy until you say stop, but I didnāt.
In the meantime I focused more on research while being involved in more spiritual warfire than ever before. I got too visible, but it was fun, just by the way so you know itās a thing if you donāt know already. What do the entities say about the books written about them? Are they accurate? Do they like how theyāre portrayed? I started to interview my demons, angels, and other entities not fitting into the criteria. There canāt be such a thing as UPG (personal unverified gnosis), I thought, itās either true or false, and no one should know it better than the entities themselves. Same with myths: either true, false, or partly true. People deserve the truth. It didnāt give me peace, so I continued.
Are old myths real? I asked myself lately again after really restarting my blog at New Yearās Eve of The New Year of the Fire Horse. The snake has shed her old skin, as I did, and I was ready to thrive, to burn, one way or another. I donāt fear the fire anymore and I missed blogging.
The Western World is strongly influenced by the same myths. Thereās God, of which rarely anyone knows what his name is, his angels, at least everyone knows, hopefully, Archangel Michael, Gabriel and Raphael, Jesus, and the so-called āevil demons.ā Good vs Evil like a bad scripted wrestling show if you ask me. I was suspicious of the Catholic Church here when every answer for everything was āGodā in school and I was right to be suspicious. It's not UPG, either true or false and Iām not the first to discover it. There are other real psychic mediums that discovered EXACTLY THE SAME and it will probably shock you to the core finding out for the very first time.
AND I didnāt share it on this blog yet, or anywhere, since itās more controversial than worshipping Satan and because there isnāt even a community for it. Your girl here is in service of The Storm God Yahweh, not the loving one some Christians believe know - if they know his name. From my experience, rather not. Iām in service of The Wrathful Storm God Yahweh from the Old Testament, not the heavily edited, New Testament version, as he says. Soft-washed, as I call it.
I knew it when I started my spiritual journey, one day Iāll write down his messages for our world. Just where? That was the question while I shared my house with demons and only a few angels. Will people understand? Heās more controversial than Satan, Iād say, but Iāll just do it now. Come try to roast me. Good luck.
It will be fun once I post all of this on my private Instagram. Iāll probably start a whole new account and share the link. All of my friends from school and everyone I know will see that Iāll fully hold up my face for what Iāll write. Thatās my final test. Most do not know I live with spirits, simply because no one asked, but there were signs. Itāll be truly hilarious.
My heart is racing as I write this.
Yours, Doris.













