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Requests for @avicinda <3 Babarada reading, Philbo, Chigda feeding Giroda a Desperation Orb
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Requests for @avicinda <3 Babarada reading, Philbo, Chigda feeding Giroda a Desperation Orb
It was quite challenging but I hope it turned out well enough!
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Almost-canon emo Giroda my beloved
And a freak as always :3c
Chigda x Giroda NSFW fanart
A while back I made an illustration for my fic but since writing it takes me longer than expected, I'm thinking eeeh I'll post it before I start disliking it lol
It's Giroda styling Chigda's hair ^w^
CW nudity
I wonder if Babarada has told Giroda the reason for his parents' death *before* we defeated Chigda. Even aside of accusing Kuroda, that seems like an enough reason to completely loathe his guts. Interestingly, before we know about Chigda's plan, Giroda doesn't express much hostility towards him. He hardly refers to him and if he does, it's about him being "elusive" and rarely showing up. When Giroda gets confronted at the entrance to the Wishing Woods, he doesn't even mention "the Wish Master had no evidence" or "the Wish Master could have lied", it's Nikki who brings attention to Chigda's role in spreading rumors. Later on when learning about the humans in cages and reminiscing about his grandfather, he words it as "everyone said he stole it", even though it was specifically Chigda who spread the word and there are even characters in-game who acknowledge Chigda's full role in this accusation right in front of Giroda ("if the Wish Master said do, then it is so"). Was Giroda afraid to express his distrust in the Wish Master even among friends? Were the social consequences of doing so either in general or for him specifically that serious in the Wishing Woods? Maybe he was just good at hiding his hostility.
Though sometimes I like to imagine that he was a bit hesitant in his hatred, like obviously all of his problems were because of him but also he actually barely knew him and perhaps Chigda believing that Kuroda stole the Vase could have been a misunderstanding (the headcanon is only applicable if he doesn't know about the real reason his parents were dead I think). After all, as for what was probably the majority of his life, Chigda was ill and barely present, while Giroda mostly caught direct fire from the Paladins. There's more to that like how the Wish Master seemed to gatekeep some professions from him or maybe Giroda was a type of person to focus more on hope for the future and his dream rather than negative things but idk it's just a few loose thoughts...
But oh well, after Giroda actually meets Chigda in the story and then becomes the Wish Master himself, he has understandably no hesitation to talk shit about him lol
Chigda being railed by Giroda and accidentally screaming Kuroda's name
And that's how our little Giroda finds out he wants to be like his grandpa in more ways than one
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The world is cruel and unfair because Chigda is too dead to be kidnapped into my house... So to make myself feel better, when the housing update comes I'm going to invite Giroda over and slowly drive him to madness. I'm going to offer him a nice hot tea and lean over to him and whisper "Aren't you tired of being nice? Don't you want to go apeshit?". And before he realizes that I secretly put viagra in his tea we start to [REDACTED]. And just when he's about to cum I pull out a photo of Chigda right in front of his face. I leave him shaking and crying on the floor bc he's just had the most mind-blowing and toe-curling orgasm ever while looking at his most hated person in existence. But it's too late now, he's already developed a Pavlovian response and gets a boner whenever somebody mentions Chigda. This is how I can still make girochigda happen
When thinking about Giroda's potential flaws that could escalate more as he's a Wish Master, I was looking into his motivations and one that was very empathized in the story - his desire to protect. In theory, it's fairly simple, but I think that there's a lot to work with. *rubbing my hands together* Hear Me Out.
Giroda's ambition was actually very simple at the start. He wanted to be a knight. This might be superficial but in a sense, when your main motivation is to "protect", you also need a deeper understanding of what it means - who do you protect? What do you want to protect them from? From whom do you want to protect them? Think of how many people claim that their goal is to protect, but it doesn't make their actions inherently good - for example, "protecting children from evil gender ideology" or "protecting the purity of white race". In fact, one of the most fundamental things in propaganda and making anyone do whatever you want, understood probably since before any civilization, is that you can make anyone do anything in the name of protection.
Hell, even in the game the Wish Master's Paladins had the task of protection - protecting their Wish Master and their faith.
Giroda's ambition is in contrast very simpleminded, and it's something that actually gives him an advantage over other characters oriented towards protecting.
It's clear that his goal was not an action - "protect everyone", but identity - to become a knight, or moreso an image of a knight that he has conceived in his head. So the first question is: what does he believe knights are?
His sole idea of being a knight comes from the past, his grandfather’s times. It can even come off as naive and superficial - “cool armor, sharp swords, amazing Whimancy”.
His desire to protect is, however, very instinctual. He launches at an Esseling that's attacking Kukuda, a Sprite that was basically a stranger for him. He snaps from his mental breakdown when he hears his friends are being threatened.
"But, when I was in danger, your belief as a Faewish Knight beat out your fear."
But he also attacks Raggy because he deems him and Normwest Kaleb suspicious. "These two guys look suspicious... I'm worried they'll hurt Nikki!". So he attacks them out of presumed danger they pose to his friend... In the name of protecting her... "I'm a knight who has been secretly protecting Nikki this whole time". Do you see this leap of logic? Do you see where this simple idea of a knight can lead into harming others?
Giroda only lets go at the request of someone he respects - Momo and Nikki, not at the words of a person asking him to let go.
A big part of his character arc is his willingness to protect those he cares about (*biiiiig asterisk here) that already makes him a knight, not a shining armor or a ceremony. What came first, his desire to protect or desire to be a knight like his grandfather, which made him care about protectiveness?
When he becomes a Wish Master, he swears to be a "Guardian of wishes, of the Wishing Woods, and of all Faewish Sprites". That is where in my opinion the instinctual protectiveness is not enough.
He needs to consider bigger, more complex threats. What even is a threat? What does he want to protect? Even small changes in understanding make a world of difference - is it every single Sprite of the Faewish society or is it the integrity of the society as a whole? Does protecting the latter mean that you sacrifice someone "disturbing" the society... You know where I'm getting at...
One of the first things he says to us is: “I'm not a bad person, I'm a future Knight” (more empathized in Chinese: 不是坏蛋). Just what do these concepts represent to him? Do you see the subtle bad person =/= knight?
And that's where the core of playing with his morality lies.
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