#girlfriendless

Being single sucks. You have no one to talk to 24/7 or cuddle with.😔

I lied about ever posting again, it’s been 2 years lol, I am definitely a newer person but in the sense I feel like MCU Peter Parker

Feeling like a loser

Now would be a nice fucking time to have a girlfriend. But @holdontoyourfuckinghat and this weather epitomizing my mood will have to do.

Someone should just hurry up and be my girlfriend already. And by someone I mean anyone.

Everyone is always asking me why i don't have a girlfriend. And i just tell them that i don't know?

I have this idea in my head that every girl around me is straight and they only think of me as a mother predatory gay that's constantly checking them out, and ita some sign from the goddess or the universe that im destined to be alone forever. Im absolutely terrified that im going to be alone for the rest of my life or that im going to fall in love with a nother girl who wants nothing to do with me. Im terrified that no one is ever going to see how truly and entirely imperfect they are but thats what makes them so intoxicating. I want someone to realize that I love them and the I am a protector and I will do everything within mt power to keep them safe even whem they dont want it. I want a girl to look at me and realize im not so bad after all, and maybe I should be given a chance Like that. That no matter how fucked up or low I was in the past the only way I can go now is up. I just wamt to meet a girl, that overwhelmes my mind like Hazel Grace a girl that is as easy to talk to as breathing. A girl who isn't afraid to be mean back to me when she knows im joking becuase I would never hurt her. I just hope she wants me.