#gigi.rambles

Something very important that happened this season and that i see no one talking about, is that, in essence, Aziraphale and Crowley made FRIENDS.

Okay maybe not friends friends, but they ended up with people they could rely on, share their thoughts with, be themselves with.

Of course I am thinking of Nina and Maggie, but also Gabriel and Beelzebub ?

Gabriel is very much aware of what Crowley and Aziraphale did for him. He might be an asshole, but he's not that much of an asshole to ignore all the support he had recieved from them.

And Nina and Maggie aren't immortal beings, but they are there. They know the angle is an angel. They know the demon is a demon. But they still care enough to give them advice.

And that's SO. IMPORTANT. Because Azi and Crowley have always felt lonely in being just them. And they have been lonely for 6000 year, only relying on each other, being alone together. And that's unhealthy af !! That's how you become codependent !

But now there is another couple like them.

And there are other people who care for them.

I am normal about how much I want to hold him, hug him, and smother him with affection.

This is normal.

I am normal about how much I think about him, his story, his trauma, and his strength.

And i am normal when i want to shove him under my blanket and spoon him while playing with his hair and watching him sleep.

This is not even self shipping.