Anubis: How do you feel about death?
I donāt mind killing people, particularly if it keeps them from killing me. Iāll do anything to survive, and I think anyone who says they donāt fear death is a liar. What I fear most though is leaving things unaccomplished, of failing. I do think there are things worth dying for. Things Iād be willing to die for⦠But Iām the only one I trust to see them through. Dying would be extremely counterproductive, and I donāt plan on it any time soon.
Arawn: What is the most terrifying thing youāve ever done?
There were many battles where I was hopelessly outmatched, such as when I shot down Omega Supreme. At times it seemed there were more missiles than air, and my Seekers were falling in flames all around me. It took everything my few surviving Seekers and I had to bring him down, and for much of the fight I was fairly sure I was about to die.
But⦠hmmā¦. Battles actually never scared me as much as some other things. If weāre talking about terrifying things I willingly took on, then there were several times I challenged Megatron, either over differences of strategy or even in power plays, knowing full well how heād react. I placed Dark Energon in my Spark - I wanted that power but I wonāt pretend it wasnāt terrifying. Speaking of Dark Energon, the first time I ventured up to Trypticon Station after it had sat abandoned for ages, I had no idea what I would find. There wereā¦. thingsā¦. up there. Just at the edge of your vision, or just brushing your wings, spots where the gloom never quite left even after we repaired the lighting systems. I donāt know if it was haunted but thatās certainly the way it felt.Ā
If weāre talking about things I didĀ less willingly⦠My Spark absolutely froze in my chest when Megatron locked me out of the warship and told me to train Shockwaveās abomination. I tried to do it, but every single moment was horrible and humiliating. And⦠I was patched. That was the most terrifying experience of my life. Itās not something I did though. It was done to me, and I had to endure it.