• a glimpse of my past — kris & amelia
inhaling deeply, yifan looks around the empty forest, taking the fresh scent of the ground. it's long overdue, with his mother running in and out of the manor with him during the day, and its not like he had enough drive to hike alone in the forest at night. he battled hell back at the manor though, with nightmares and fragments of innocence and betrayal. it hasn't been that long since he got back at the manor yet he already felt trapped within its vast walls, like there was little air to breathe, little oxygen to consume.
though his relationship with his father improved through the years, yifan can still feel the terrified seven year old inside of him crawl back to life. he wakes up in the middle of the night, paroxysmal fragments of the past haunting him. he needed to get out, needed some form of stress reliever which this hike serves as. eyes roaming the vibrant sky, he sits back on the grass and wonder how long it would take for him to forget. it had been ten years yet time still didnt heal a thing.
