May 19
how do people talk to others without feeling like they're intruding
#i always feel like i'm doing something wrong#even when it's like friends/people i want to be closer to#i feel like i'm doing something wrong#and then when i do try i end up being super awkward#basically i'm a badly socialized shelter dog#the unfortunate side effects of having a friend group growing up that purposefully left me out of things and where pretty much none of them#would ever actually text me#now i'm remembering when i transfered to a different school and i wouldn't hear from them for weeks and my attempts to text people would#get ignored#sometimes i remember stuff and just have to go 'that was fucked up' and move on because what else am i going to do#j rambles
