Today I fantasized about Gestalt from The Rook.
Not the Langdon’s version I created based on Gestalt with Michael, Duncan, female Jim and Xavier, actual Gestalt from the series.
I've only fantasized about Michael, Duncan, Jim or Xavier for two years. I tried to imagine their faces, I really try to force myself, but no.
I feel weird, like I’m cheating on Michael and the boys with a new obsession... The love is leaving. THE LOVE IS LEAVING O-O !! I need new CF content, Eden or AHS, quick !!
















