I'd love to find my crewmates from any of my fahc tls, but like, I'm so scared they wouldn't like me now. I'm not the fearless leader I was as Geoff, or the loud, proud, and tough mom friend I was as Jack, or even the protective tough guy I was as Ryan. I'm weak and I cry when someone barely raises their voice at me, and I instinctively push everyone away as a result of abuse. How am I supposed to lead my crew like this? (Tagging as #LadDad so I can find this later)














