Genya slumped down in her chair after a long day of running around the palace, trying to get things done. Saints, her job was much harder when she was avoiding her friends. Maybe that was a sign she should stop, and actually have a conversation about what was troubling her.
She wanted what was best for Ravka, and for Grisha. Of course she did. But from what she had heard, the man who had started a civil war, throwing Ravka into years of turmoil, and who had turned his back on any Grisha who crossed him, was here in the palace, being treated as an honoured guest.
Surely Nikolai had his reasons. But she couldn't deny that it stung. He didn't get it. He hadn't been there for the years that the Darkling had ruled over the Little Palace, and he hadn't seen the wreckage that the Darkling had left amongst the Grisha who'd trusted him, once upon a time.
Maybe her grievance was more personal than she would admit. The man who'd facilitated her assault was back in the palace. That was enough to cut right to the core of the strength she'd built up over the years, revealing the scared little girl, trying to be brave so she could be the Darkling's favourite soldier.
Or maybe she just needed some sleep. But - damn. She still had a mountain of paperwork to get through. With a sigh, she sat upright and started leafing through the pile that was stacked on her desk.









