You were finally able to have that good dream again. Again, you were seeing that safe haven where you all could be happy. Kankri was there. Kurloz was there. Gabe was there. Ash, Kanaya, Dirk, Blanna, Rufioh..Eridan..
They were all there.
It takes you a while to reach them, this time. And this time, they seem very surprised to see you. They're confused, as if you shouldn't be there..
You're equally confused by the looks they're giving, but you eventually smile as Kankri holds out a hand for you. You move forward to join your hand with his--
--before waking up as you fall out of a bed. Kankri's bed. You'd fallen asleep in here the previous night, after taking care of his kitten.
But the only fact that matters is, your happy moment was just a dream. Seeing them again, being with your friends again..was only a dream. Pain, sadness, and anger sweep through you instantly, and you sit up only to punch and beat on the pillow that landed beside you. Your hits are hard at first as your hatred and anger to the situation burn through you, but the pain and sorrow begin to overwhelm it, and the hits soften until you no longer bring your fist down, and instead curl into yourself to cry.
You don't think you've cried like this in a long time--not since Eridan died. You ignore the broadcast that Monokuma ends up giving, having decided already that you were done with dealing with him and his game.
Instead, you pull yourself to your feet and shuffle your way to the Chapel. You stand in front of the podium and look around the room, taking it in..you never had taken the time to do this before. This really was a beautiful place..
This was Kurloz's place..you remember he'd talk about it to others sometimes..apparently he was in here a lot. In here is where he would pray.
You've never prayed before. You've never been to a church before. You've read stories where people would do it, however, and you can remember how they would do it. You hope you'll do it right.
Getting onto your knees in front of the podium and clasping your hands together, you think for a few seconds before beginning your attempt.
"..I..not really..do this before..so not know..how do, really. Not know, also..who exactly..pray to..but..remember Milulu say once..that there maybe place in sky..and if say something to someone who gone..maybe they hear..? I..hoping this right..because..want friends..to hear words I say.."
"..Kurly..I not know..why you kill Gabey..and I know..I probably never learn.. But want to say..I forgive.. It not..good thing to kill..but you been friend since start..and even if..never talk to..I still think of as friend.. And now that thinking of..if can hear..think also can see.. So..must have seen how I tear letter.. Not know if..hear thoughts, so..now scared what..thought I tore up for.. I not angry at..not you.. I angry at me.. Only tear letter, because you wrong.. I..I not sweet..I not strong.. I..not think I deserve..happiness either.. Losing friends..must be way of showing.."
"..Kiki..I not know why you kill Gabey, either..but forgive, also.. You wonderful friend..and very glad..I meet you. I wish you not have to go.. Like Kurly, I not angry at you..tear your letter for same reason..you both..wrong.. Remember speech..and the dream you have.. I not..know how do, but..if can..would like to make dream reality.. I see place in dreams..where we all together..we all safe..we all happy.. I not know..if place I see like place you see..but if could make world like way you see..would gladly do, for.."
"..Gabey..wish I talk to more..and so sorry I not save..you good person..and should not have been here to start.. Remember when first meet..and when you say things..they such wonderful things.. Hope that one day..we meet again..so can see again..and maybe hear the wonderful things again.."
"..Ashie..you first friend I ever make..wish had talked to more..because you, also..wonderful person..even if..do bad thing once.. It still okay..definitely still think of as friend..and glad to have as. And..maybe not soon, but..want to meet with again, also..then can..get to know better..and become better friend with.. Thank you for being friend.."
"..Kanni..not think..ever talk to.. Not really see very often..I sorry for that. Should have gotten to know better.. If see again one day..will be sure to do. I make promise of."
"..Dirkie..you one of most wonderful people..because teach me things I not really know before.. And..I-I know..I-I forget to say right, a lot..and I a-am sorry for that..I-I will be sure to do better..or..I-I will try.. Wish I-I could have been with longer..so could learn more things..but..if I-I see again..maybe..I-I can continue learning at then..? Thank you, again..you..great friend..best teacher.."
"..Blanni..I-I also..not talk to very much.. I a-am sorry for that, also.. But..like Kanni..if see again one day..I-I will be sure to speak to..and make the real friends with.."
"..Rufi..I-I never really..knew well at all..hardly saw around, even.. I-I wish..could have seen more..and gotten to know better..because..even though you kill Eri..think that..still could have been friend.. So..if I-I see again..I-I will try to do.."
"..E-Eri..I-I think..miss you most.. Even though..we not get much time at all.. I-I still thought of as..very close friend..a-and cared about very much.. Even if..speak of killing a lot..I-I still think..you very interesting..and still good person..because could tell..even though you act like you not..could see that you care.. And..when I-I found letter..actually forgot that.. Th-that actually..one of other reasons why..I-I later went and got scarf again..after reading letter.. B-but..definitely..want to see again..even if..that not happen soon..or..if do.. I not..really know what going to happen here..anymore.."
"..I-I miss you..all of you.. Thank you very much for being friend.. Hopefully..we meet again..one day.."
"..I-I love you..all.."
You sit for a moment or two after you finish, hoping that the little prayers would actually be heard, and that you hadn't done too terribly on them. After the moments pass, you stand again will a tiny smile on your face and exit the Chapel.
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Character in general: She seems like a really cool OC (and made me learn the word “herpetology”How they play them: Reading through like most of the pages (whoops) they’re really true to their character and consistent and dammit why haven’t I talked to you beforeThe Mun: Hello nice to meet you do you want to be friends?
Do I:
RP with them: Not yetWant to RP with them: Hell yes
What is my;
Overall Opinion: It’s been literally like 2 weeks I need to interact with you because you seem like a great person and herpetology is fun
genos-cidere:
Opinion on;
Character in general: I used to hate Eridan with a burning passion, but of course it pales in comparison with my hatred for Gamzee, until fanfiction and this blog.How they play them: Absolutely perfectly. Canon Eridan iright here. Completely, utterly canon Eridan.The Mun: I don’t get to talk to them often but I hope I will more in the future! Lots of fun ic and ooc to interact with and also the only person in this group who’s younger than I am which is fantastic~
Do I:
RP with them: Not oftenWant to RP with them: Not too soon because that would mean that Kankri is dead but definitely hell to the yes
What is my;
Overall Opinion: Very upset that you’re dead. But seriously, quality blog, right there. I aspire to be as in-character as you one day.
super-highschool-level-heiress:
I feel terrible I haven’t talked to you either oh my god I just realized that I haven’t interacted regularly with like half the class
Opinion on;
Character in general: Jane isn’t my favorite Alpha kid, but I definitely love her and all her baking shenanigans.How they play them: Really well. (I had to read through some of their blog I’m sorry but yes they are very in character and heARTBREAKING CAUSE DIRK AND JANE’S INTERACTION THANKS I DIDN’T NEED MY HEART)The Mun: Hello there! You seem like a great person. Even if I only interacted with you like. Once. ;A;
Do I:
RP with them: Not recentlyWant to RP with them: Hell yes
What is my;
Overall Opinion: Great portrayal of Jane and I hope that we interact sometime and that Kankri will be polite when doing so
You're with Eridan again, sitting beside him. You wish you could go back in time to before he was killed, and that you had stayed with him, so that you could have possibly kept him away from his killer..protected him, maybe..
As you're sitting there, a realization comes to mind. It's ridiculous to think that Eridan's body is going to remain here. Anyone who thought that way would be an idiot. This means that even his body will eventually be gone, and soon you'll have nothing to remember him by. This fact nearly makes you cry again, but you have an idea.
Very carefully, you remove his scarf from around his neck and tie it around your own. Now, even if he disappears forever, you'll at least have some part of him with you.. Now, you'll always have something to remember him by..
I'M NOT DOING A HUGE FOLLOWER GREETING RIGHT NOW. IF YOU WANT A HUGEASS RANT ABOUT HOW DISAPPOINTED YOU'RE GOING TO BE AFTER FOLLOWING ME THEN FEEL FREE TO SURF THROUGH MY "GREETING" TAG.
OTHERWISE YOU'RE JUST GOING TO HAVE TO DEAL WITH ME ACKNOWLEDGING YOUR PASSING BY AFTER HAVING JUST WOKEN UP FROM THE SHITTIEST SURPRISE NAP I'VE HAD ALL WEEK.
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