#gender floaties

I think my gender wears medium length skirts with leggings over very muscular legs with little bits of leg hair peeking out around the ankles

These hips don't lie but they sure as hell do like to exaggerate. Exaggerate like a top pants button that refuses to shut the fuck up, like the sad stretched chest of a  crisp dress shirt, like the man in the  dining hall who shouts "m'am" like an exorcism. I am not your earth mother and the only thing this womb was meant to birth is shame.

I don't think I have ever gone clothing shopping without feeling terrible and insecure and kind of disphoric and today was no exception yay.

I just figured out my shit for mya prom and I am so hype. Black blazer, black skinny jeans, sweeeeeeet high top italian leather shoes, grey v neck. It looks kind of awesome, only thing I still have to decide is if I am binding or going full boob. Idk trying to decide between being angly and butch and showing off the muscle I have put on or rocking the lady curves and it makes me feel weird to pick but also super because I get to pick between two things that make me feel good and attractive but like... which kind of attractive to I want to be tomorrow eep.