Look at that dumb nerd. She my favourite dumb nerd. Summer of last year, I was stuck in a homeless shelter. Bored and lonely, I went onto tumblr and made an ad for a small DnD game, and was answered by a girl named Alex. Although the game itself fell through due to conflicting times and whatnot...
I caved and made a gofundme because I really really want to see my gf.
Look at that dumb nerd. She my favourite dumb nerd. Summer of last year, I was stuck in a homeless shelter. Bored and lonely, I went onto tumblr and made an ad for a small DnD game, and was answered by a girl named Alex. Â Although the game itself fell through due to conflicting times and whatnot, my new friend Alex and I kept in contact through our love of DnD, TAZ, and plenty of other interests. I can tell you the exact moment I fell in love with her: she was having horrible computer problems at the time, and she sent a selfie of her with her computer. I was completely struck by how beautiful I found her-- I never felt myself react so strongly to anyone's beauty (I'm asexual, and don't feel sexual attraction, in case your head is in the gutter). From then on, every interaction I had with her was just as wonderful as the first, and I found myself with the dilemma of actually have a crush on another human being. I finally asked her out in August, but she didn't see my message for at least a week or so. I was so nervous when she brought it up, and I nearly cried relieved tears because I was so happy. I've had many failed relationships, the last string of them being abusive and just unpleasant situations. After beginning to date, we've only gotten closer. I can easily tell you that Alex is one of my best friends; even if we decided that we weren't right for each other, I would still trust her as my closest confidant. Â We are even part of a podcast called Rolling for Mayhem, where we play Bentley Jett and Emily the Bard. Alex and I are coming up on our first year, and we've been discussing a lot about meeting each other in person. Meeting each other would not only test if we are good for each other in person, but also give us both a chance to go out and have fun. At first we were planning for Alex to visit me in May, but, due to her travel anxiety, decided it'd be best if I came to her. Â At first I wanted to raise the money for myself, but when the costs came to light I worried about being able to save up enough on my own while also juggling trying to feed and clothe three people and take care of three animals on limited disability. I've already raised a littled over $100 Â on my own, but I am worried that I won't be able to raise enough in time, and I'd like to visit sooner than planned, in September, perhaps around our anniversary. Â I am only asking for money for my plane and hotel; the goal might change, and I may add on transportation costs to and from the airport later.
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