Never stop learning, cause it's a good thing!
Now, this sounds kinda funny because I'm actually a streamer and youtuber, although I did put a pause on it because I'm studying for transport and logistics focusing on international business. When I end up studying, I'm taking my chances again with YT bc I'm good at editing videos and I still want to do videos.
Interestingly enough, I do this thing whenever I'm recording a video I'm this person and then when I get to edit it, I'm a whole another different person. Like a duality. And it's interesting, because on outside I act very dumb but when I'm from behind I'm not that dumb..., it's such a dynamic, lol.
As I'm aware, I don't have an easy time finding a job, yet I'll be trying it with smaller jobs like in hospitality and fast food. I work better behind though, so it makes sense to be inside the kitchen. I've been told that I could potentially be a CEO manager in the future, honestly I don't know? But I could because I have experience managing online groups, never took it to a higher level because I wasn't interested at all. I'm planning to fund businesses in the future though. Because if there's no one doing it, then fuck it, I'll do everything on my own.
I wanted to get into research investigations, but I declined it in favour of artistics. So I'm planning to study to be an actor, but because I want to make movies more professionally and learn from acting more personally since I struggle socializing. From early on I wanted to do art commissions, but I'm not consistent with it because I don't have enough will (unless there's actual money). This sounds like it sucks, and it doesn't because I spend a stupid amount of energy drawing it, yet I'm sure this won't be my main income so I'll do this more as an hobby but can be professional if I'm paid enough for.
Also there's this personal project where I'm planning to write a story, main genre science fiction and possibly thriller/action/comedy, and actually I kind of investigate and research profoundly the theme regarding the story, still I won't give in details yet, lol. This project is very extensive, because I don't want to sit it away with just this and that so I'm actually going with newer scientific articles and investigating studies along with writing about social issues (not only the present ones, but also the past and future ones). As you can see, this is a long project and it doesn't consist in one simple story. Think I'll give in 5 years for that.
And this is more of an assumption, but I always thought that if I got a decent job it would be far away from hometown. Like it just makes sense, because everytime I go far away from hometown it clicks better for me. As if I was meant to travel and be away from everything that reminds of my hometown. Even if I went to another continent, I was always meant to, my heart calls for it.
This was very interesting to read! I didn't know some stuff but it makes a lot of sense. Thank you very much!
Wowww that's, wow u wrote sm! 🤭🥳
That's interesting, I mean the duality, makes sense abt the gemini stellium ig (if I remember ur placement correctly) 🫡
I'm wishing you the very best in shining in whatever you want to do 🥰
Yeah I understand, when u do something, spend ur time and energy for it but don't receive anything back, it can be pretty discouraging to continue, wanting money as a compensation for the work we do is VERY VALID (that too in this harsh economy lol 😭😆) I lowkey (high-key) admire artists coz I suck at drawing/painting/crafting and anything related to that lmao, so I totally get astonished by people who have that ability, pls continue ur good work whenever u can, I'm sure you'll find ur way 🥰🤗
Omg that's amazing! Science fiction sounds so cool, I'm a masters in human genetics and molecular biology, proper science fiction stories interests me sm, oh yes yes I'm sure it will take time, good luck to u for creating an amazing masterpiece! 🤩📚🍀🧿🧿🥳🥳
Yes yes that's what ur chart shows too, hope u get wonderful opportunities outside ur hometown in a beautiful environment!🩵
I'm glad that u found it interesting, you're welcome! ☺️













