I’ve gained weight, flesh, volume.

I’ve grown, slowed down, and learned to love a body that lives at its own pace.

50 extra kilos mean 50 kilos of presence, appetite, experience.

I’m not trying to fit in anymore — I’m just trying to be whole.

now i'm a big bear

#GROWMEPIG

J’ai retrouvé un vieux t-shirt de sport.

Il colle, il serre, il remonte.

Il raconte tout ce que j’étais — et tout ce que je deviens.

Avant je voulais contrôler.

Maintenant je veux ressentir.

C’est une autre forme de force.

#GROWMEPIG

🎥 Vidéo complète sur Patreon — 7 jours gratuits pour les nouveaux membres

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I found an old workout shirt.

It clings, it squeezes, it rides up.

It tells everything I was — and everything I’m becoming.

I used to want control.

Now I just want to feel.

It’s another kind of strength.

#GROWMEPIG

🎥 Full video on Patreon — 7-day free trial for new members

just me doing what I do best — eat, grow, repeat.

the goal isn’t to stay lean.

it’s to fill out, to take space, to own the weight.

this is just a glimpse of it.

there’s a whole process behind — meals, mindset, and the love of gaining.

More on my patreon

https://www.patreon.com/Hairyfrenchbearfr

J’ai retrouvé un vieux t-shirt de sport.

Il colle, il serre, il remonte.

Il raconte tout ce que j’étais — et tout ce que je deviens.

Avant je voulais contrôler.

Maintenant je veux ressentir.

C’est une autre forme de force.

#GROWMEPIG

🎥 Vidéo complète sur Patreon — 7 jours gratuits pour les nouveaux membres

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I found an old workout shirt.

It clings, it squeezes, it rides up.

It tells everything I was — and everything I’m becoming.

I used to want control.

Now I just want to feel.

It’s another kind of strength.

#GROWMEPIG

🎥 Full video on Patreon — 7-day free trial for new members

Happy New Year 2026 🖤✨

After a long pause (life hit hard — arm fracture), I’m coming back slowly.

I’m not ready for a big comeback yet… not yet.

But I’m here. And I’m building what’s next.

For now, I’ll post archives: videos you may have seen before, sometimes found online and deleted since.

Everything will be here. No filter.

Thank you for your support — truly.

New video online : Piggy Time

🎥 Video – “Too Small for Me”

A slightly unusual try-on session: my old clothes don’t quite fit anymore.

Each piece of fabric tells the story — tighter sleeves, strained buttons, seams fighting back.

It’s a mix of nostalgia and pride: watching the body change, take up space, and stand its ground.

Buon compleanno a me…

Ma oggi non festeggio solo gli anni: festeggio la mia resilienza.

Su questo corpo ho scritto gli insulti che ho ricevuto:

“Disgustoso”, “errore umano”, “malato”…

Lo stress da PTSD mi ha chiuso in me stesso.

Poi arrivavano i commenti:

“Sei dimagrito? Come stai bene! Stai meglio ora rispetto a quando eri grasso e facevi SCHIFO!”

Ma io amo la mia pancia da gainer.

Non è uno stile di vita.

È sentirmi bene nel mio corpo – come piaccio a ME, non come vogliono gli altri.

Poi ho scoperto @ArianaGrande –

non come VIP da inseguire,

ma come una persona UGUALE a me.

Hai parlato di PTSD, traumi, corpi giudicati.

Le tue parole:

“Siate gentili coi corpi altrui – non sapete cosa c’è dietro.”

Vedo due vite parallele:

lo stress che cambia il corpo,

i commenti che feriscono,

il bisogno di self-love autentico.

Non sei un idolo.

Sei una sorella in lotta.

Grazie per ispirarmi a costruire il mio “impero” senza vergogna.

A tutti i gainers, magri, fumatori, “depravati”:

amiamoci nonostante gli sguardi schifati.

Condividi la tua storia nei commenti. 💪❤️