#gab.alerts

these are the only pictures i took throughout the entire drive back, at a rest stop

it was so hard for me to make the decision to come back to ny despite having no job, having only recently getting (my owed) unemployment, and trying not to feel like i was giving up on what i moved down to fl to do....

and i felt like that for MONTHS, even when i was able to get my old job back, and have some sort of "normalcy" after months and months of being by myself and doing nothing

idk where im even trying to go by writing this, but i know that i havent truly processed everything that happened since march 2020 but it feels like so much time has passed that i should just be over it